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Failure after trying everything, Help Needed

Discussion in 'Black Hat SEO' started by rajat, Jun 27, 2014.

  1. rajat

    rajat Regular Member

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    Dear IM,
    Hope you all are doing well, I am into very critical situation of my life, Please read my post and give me your advices

    I started career in IT field when I was 8 years old, I learned HTML language when I was 9 years old and next year learned about games using game maker software after that started learning about Ethical hacking, and Became Certified Ethical Hacked from EC-Council and Ankit Fadia course, My career was rocking, I learnt SEO, Android, Python, Money earning, I was earning $4500 per month when I was 16 years old, But suddenly my Life changed due to my GF, I started loving a girl, and left everything, I left hacking, blogging etc etc, also when she was with me I was earning too but after few years she started cheating me and I left everything and got into drugs, I started smoking, drinking etc, and till now also I take tobaco 18 times a day, She left me 7 months Back, still I miss her, But as I know career is very important, I need money I want to earn I tried everything,


    I created Social Networking website, but stopped after 2 months, I developed Anti Porn software but after building that, Spent all money on advertising and suddenly changed my mind, I started youtube channel, I uploaded unique 300 videos in 2 months as I hired employees, I learned all about Youtube SEO, but stopped that as my channel was terminated 2 times, I started ethical Hacking coaching but stopped, I started life changing courses for students eg. helping others to earn money, I know I can earn money but I am unable to earn due to my Hopeless heart, I know I can get lot of information from BHW, but I am unable to read as I am not feeling good to study, when I see something useful I usually remember my GF and go to sleep or out


    ALWAYS I AM VERY NEAR TO SUCCESS OR THAT THING WHICH I WANTED FROM YEARS, BUT SUDDENLY I FEEL VERY DEPRESSED OR LIKE LOOSER AND I LEAVE THAT


    I am very much depressed about my life and career, But still I am having Hope to be successful


    I WANT TO BUILD MY CAREER PLEASE ADVICE ME
     
  2. BeoWulf72

    BeoWulf72 Newbie

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    I am not kidding. type into g00gle filetype pdf "change your mind" and download the ebook "change your mind - change your life" for free. maybe this helps. you know so much stuff, but only make on project after the other. write down your goal and dont give up until you reached it.

    to your success

    BeoWulf72
     
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  3. BlackHat3

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    Yeah stop hopping around from 1 thing to another and forget about that slut.
     
  4. nikhil79

    nikhil79 Registered Member

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    Mate, you just need some motivation and that's all, you will start earning again.
    Just forget about your girlfriend, stop being a pussy and stand up again, don't waste your life on a girl that left you there are plenty more to come in your way if you have money.
     
  5. rajat

    rajat Regular Member

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    Brother I am trying from last 7 months and still trying again and again, In depression I invested around $15000 and Lost all :(
     
  6. Disloyal

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    If you know all these things you claim to know... find a job..... shouldn't be hard if you have all that experience. One thing I don't understand is... how the hell is learning and studying reminding you of your girlfriend??? IF you are trying to LEARN or READ you can't be thinking about something else.... or else you won't learn......

    PLENTY of women out there....... get up, set your priorities straight and get moving! Help yourself before anyone can help you.
     
  7. jack81

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    May be you need to find new Girlfriend. She may give you motivation to work + lot more.
     
  8. rajat

    rajat Regular Member

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    Brother I am having my own Pvt Ltd company, Job is not option for me as I belong to Business family and also I am having Pvt Ltd company, I can't close my company and remove my employees, and secondly these days I don't know why I am so busy even I am not having much time for family, I sleep at my office only, just go home for Breakfast and dinner. and I am trying my best to focus and move straight but I don't know something inside is stopping me, I am unable to move as I am stopping myself with no reason as I feel hopeless or heartless
     
  9. rajat

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    Last year I was having Job, I was getting $3000 salary per month as starting in India, but I left that job due to my gf as for that job I shifted to another state, so I started my own company here, and that work is now with me, but I am not doing, I don't know I can earn good with that work, but I am feeling hopeless or something inside is killing me, feeling like that
     
  10. Baraba

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    Find a new girlfriend.
     
  11. rajat

    rajat Regular Member

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    I am afraid of girls even, as I don't trust now girls, and also I left my all friends and all and now I am not having time for my friends and even for girls, as I want to spend each and every second of my life for career but I am not doing any progress but still I am trying again and again, Always I am close to success and I drop that Idea, :(
     
  12. jack81

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    How old are you? May be time to settle down?
     
  13. Baraba

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    Dude, you will never succeed with THAT kind of attitude. You are negative about everything. Every advice given you reject and find an excuse to not DO IT. You will be hopeless until you change your attitude towards the world. I guess you have too little endorphin in your brain after the drugs use. Take a long rest in some place distant from your normal habitat and you will get ready for new achievements in no time.
     
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  14. rajat

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    I tried making new Girl Friends, I slept with 4 girls after breakup but always I miss her, I tried for taking long Break, I went to GOA, but alone, I went to clubs, But still I am Negative towards everything, You are right bro, How to change attitude or please help,

    I feel like someone is killing me, or hurting me from Knife inside my heart :(

    Always I take drugs I feel better, My hands always shake after taking drugs, I Belong to very good and respected Family, But I am only member who take drugs, No one take drugs in my family except me
     
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  15. twilightofidols

    twilightofidols Power Member

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    You can code, you know how to create software, and you know SEO? Seriously? If I had the ability to code I'd be making 10x what I'm making now. You seriously have no idea how fortunate you are to have those skills.
     
  16. rajat

    rajat Regular Member

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    Yes Brother, I can Code, I can make android apps, Games, MLM company, Social Networking sites, even I did that earlier but Brother all my skills are useless as I am not using anything, now a days each time I try anything First I take Tobaco and after that everything go Blank
     
  17. jack81

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    How does Tobaco taste? I never tried it.
     
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    Step 1 - stop taking drugs.

    Step 2 - smoke some weed with some nice music or your favorite t.v show.

    step 3 - smoke some weed with a girl, have a nice time.

    You wont even remember your ex's name after you follow this guide.

    But really stop taking drugs, after the high is gone your back to thinking about her and its a endless cycle that will ruin you.

    You have a nice skill set all you need to do is TAKE ACTION and stop thinking about her
     
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  19. rajat

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    Haha, Never try drugs bro, They will kill you at the end, I want to leave but I am unable to leave and It taste is bitter, But it gives you focus at your work
     
  20. jack81

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    Really? You should be more focused then. Are you thinking about marriage as well?