Don't forget to dream, Furkan!

Hello, I am opening this topic to renew my ambition, not to lose my dreams and to add new ones to them. I will share all my dirty and clean and the only truth I know is that the person I am at the end of 1 year will be either very good or very bad. Let's live and see.

Good luck to you, without dream a man is equal to dead

Today I couldn't sleep and I didn't try to sleep because I was going to motorcycle training early in the morning. I checked my software, my production is stable but my debts have reached a very high amount because I bought a new bike and spent recklessly, I earn 4 and owe 3. My stress level is high, I haven't had a girlfriend for a very long time, there is a girl I hang out with, we only have some fun with her, emotionally I only have my cat. I'm still waiting for summer to come I can't wait to ride my motorcycle recklessly and meet new people and hopefully in a month or two I can relax a bit more I want to improve in software I want to learn different foreign languages I want a lot of things but I can't be consistent I get hurt by the people I love that I help I'm almost isolated from society just my family my cat and a few friends... I would have been happier if my father had died, his presence hurts me, there were moments when I really needed his support during this period, I was alone in each of them. I have a brother, I really sacrifice for him, I am a father to him, I love him very much, my brother was sick but thank God he is very well now, he is good with girls I realize it was a very strange introduction, anyway, from now on I will share the developments day by day, the introduction was a bit spontaneous.