Hello there BHW,
First of all i'm very sorry for the grammatical mistakes, English is not my native language.
Im 20 right now and I live in country where average salary is $250/month.
Early Childhood
I won't tell you a lot about my childhood because i don't want to spend your time reading things about my private life, also i don't remember a lot of things - only i remember is that my childhood was very bad, my parents got divorced, i seen a lot of bad things in my early years. When i was 9 years old my parents got divorced, i use to live only with my Mother. She was going to work 8-10 hours daily, i was alone all the time as kid in my home. I was un-social with a lot of complexes and very big anxiety, with big fears and without a friends. We use to live with a big debts and in small house - i had very poor family.
How I Started
As a kid i got a lot of interests about playing games and browsing on internet. I was playing a lot Counter Strike, Hide N Seek game, where i use to play 10 hours daily. I was good player, one day i wanted to have steam so i can play on best servers (i didn't had money to buy one) so i got interested how i can get for free and was searching and get into a hacking. I started with psihing and similar things. Then i successfully hacked some steams. I was about 12-13 years old then. Later i come across to some forums for that game and i accidently read some post about Internet Marketing.
Then i got a lot of interest, i started to asking people in my country if its possible to earn money with Internet - and the answer from the all was -
"No, thats LIE, don't spend your time on Bullsh*t ".
Anyway i didn't listen to them and i started to search and get into IM.
Beggining
I started with MicroWorkers - for everyone which don't know this site give you some jobs to do and pay you like 0.10$ from every job you finish (creating account for them, liking, posting on some links, filling some survey and things like that). I earned first $50 on there within few months, and I still i didn't believe that you can earn $$ from internet and they can actually paid you. I successfully order tablet from DealExtreme with that $50 and when it comes to my address i've been very HAPPY. I earned a my first $100-$200 (and i was able just to pay and buy some products on the sites) because there was no payment processors for my countries which i can withdrawn the money (paypal). Then i come to one guy which withdrawn my money for 10% interest. After i get my first money in cash, i got a lot of motivation.
That was back to 2013-2014. I use to re-invest that $200 buying big amount of Twitter Accounts.
I started to work on Fiverr, Fivesquids, SEOClerks - Selling and offering Twitter Followers.
Back to then i purchase bot from one guy which is member here on BHW.
When i got order everything i needed to do is just to enter the username from the client and the amount of followers i want. Then one day my GIG on fiverr got featured on the first page, i started to get TONS of orders. I use to make easily $50-$100 daily
First Mistakes
I was very stupid and just a 14 years old KID. Back to then, i had more than 50 active orders - then I left for vacation for 2 weeks without pausing the gigs. I got a lot of negative reviews, then somehow my gigs got deranked and i didn't receive single orders for the next period. Then i stopped to work with micro-jobs sites and i started to search a lot for CPA and similar things.
New Start
I started to work with CrakRevenue - there i have good success too. I was working with Facebook, back to then was to easy. I was literally just creating FB Fan Pages for hot and attractive photos of the girls. Growing the pages was easiest part - we had group of internet marketers who worked with the same method, and a lot of groups and only we did SHARE 4 SHARE for growing the pages. I use to earn easily $10-$50 daily with Sloutroulette offer. Then one day my fanpages got banned and i was again at 0.
The Next Period (Shortly)
If i start to write about everything i use to work with, 10 hours would be little. I use to work with:
CPA, adult, youtube, instagram, facebook, i use to work with SEO (ranking websites) micro niche website, e-whoring and other things which i can't remember right now. I tried everything, botting IG accounts, buying FB accounts and posting in groups and everything. I had big success with MaxBounty with gray-hat autopilot method ( i used to earn $10k in just 2 months before my account got banned).
Other Mistakes
After trying everything, i think my biggest mistake is because i never sticked to one method. I was just changing, success in almost everything but the end my accounts go banned or something like that.
Then 4 years ago, i started with E-Whoring. I use to have some good days ($500-$700 daily) but i didn't worked a lot. I use to earn total more than $20.000 from that but now is very saturated and it's not stable. I think my biggest mistake is because i never focused on something long term - i focused in ewhoring which is very bad thing. Not stable and that's very blackhat.
Last 4 years i was working only with E-Whoring (because i have BAD mindset thinking that i can't focus on something long term, i didn't have enough money to focus on something long term - i needed fast CASH.
My biggest losted opportunity
Back to 2016-2017 when i had a lot of cash, i got interest about Bitcoin and cryptocurrencies. Because i have a lot of cash to spend, i decide to exchange some of my paypal money to Bitcoin. I use to have about 40 bitcoins. I was thinking if i could save them (Because i didn't needed cash then) or should i withdrawn. I decide to save them (1 BTC was about $150 then). Then i come to gambling sites with bitcoins.
I lost all my 40 Bitcoins in one day on BUSTABIT and SATOSHIMINES. ($440k worth now). When i think about this seriously im thinking about suiciding. I'm not sure if ever i will have BIG chance like this.
How i lost all that money
From UN-social kid i started to get a lot of friends and everything. In my country Average monthly salary is $250, i had days when i Earned $700 with only few hours working on computer. Everyone was seeing me as a miracle. While other friends were asking her parents to get $2-5 so they can drink coffee or go out i use to earn a lot of money.... I was feeling like a GOD. I use to think that if i earn that big amounts by 16 years old, i would have millions in 20. I was just watching The Wolf OF wall street movie together with Scarface. I remember when i had my best day Ever ($1000 in one day) i watched this scene:
I remember exactly that feeling and can't explain it how good i use to feel.
After some time i got a lot of savings (more than 30.000 euros) then i started to go out and don't work, i use to GAMBLE a lot and spending all my money on rave parties, girls, alcohol, drugs and things like that. I spended all my money within few months and the last $3000 i gambled in one day in CASINO.
The Bottom
When i was at zero, i wanted to somehow get back and start earn some money. 1.5 years ago, i got loan with big monthly fees, i use to borrow more than 1500 euros in order to buy graphics cards so i can mine ethereum. When i get that money, half of them i lost with gambling, half of them i invested in Stellar (at price at $0.80). Then stellar goes down and i got a lot of problems.
From then to now i have still loans and debts. I'm hardly trying to clean all of that shit but its so hard.
Nightmare period
From then, 1.5 years ago - I can say that im not the same person. From the most motivated kid with a lot of ideas, with a lot of motivation, with a lot of money - i come to be the most negative person - nobody can recognize me, I'm all the time depressed, don't have motivation to talk, i'm just doing bad habits and still going. I was working long period with e-whoring because it was fast money, i really needed so i can survive and pay the monthly fees.
I CANT explain you guys how bad this period was for me. I had a lot of time suicidal thoughts. Last 1.5 years i live very bad, i can't explain you how bad i feel about everything and how big depression i have. from a lot of money now im at zero with a lot of debts !!! It's very hard to get UP from this. I was just doing same shit, drugs, gambling all the time and things like that. I was not able to stop with some things. I don't want to get a lot into my personal life.
About Me
I'm very-very emotional person. I never did any bad things to someone, i never thought something bad for someone. Always i was very kind with everyone and wanted to help to others. A lot of people uses me because i was that good. When i have a lot of money i use to give to my old partners borrow of $2000 which they never give me back. I was a lot of times stupid but i hope i learned something from all of this.... The last 1.5 years all the time im crying, i'm sad, depressed and can't get the negative thoughts out of me.
Plan for the next period
First time in my life i will go to work 9-5 JOB in germany (2 months). I will go to work first time because i really can't take this anymore and i really want to get out of this debts. This is psychically killing me. I'm still about 1500 euros in debt, - I know that's not a lot, i use to make that money in two days before. But now i can't get enough so i can be at zero and start focusing with IM again. This period im just working with e-whoring because i needed fast money so i can pay monthly fees and everything.
It's strange for me how before without less experience whatever i start i was successfully and i use to earn good money. Now i can't start with nothing, i dont have idea for anything. I don't know what is happening to me.
After i'm back from Germany, i will do everything and take my full time (8-10 hours everyday) and start working with some methods. I will read every day BHW and re-searching some things. When i will be back i will start to working with something.
Last Words
I'ts strange for me because i never found out how much BHW is worth!!! I've been active on other forums, I was registered on here from 2012, but i never realized how goldmine things have this forum. Few weeks ago i started to read BHW and i see that there is huge potential on this forum and there are a lot of nice and successful guys on here!!!
Please Don't be like me guys, don't waste your time on stupid things, dont do bad habits like drugs and gambling.
Never, NEVER, NEVER do not lame your MIND with GAMBLING!!!! That's The most dainty thing that exists.
Invest time in yourself guys, read a lot, test things, do not waste your time on stupid things. Make yourself good feature and please don't be idiot like me.
Thank you a lot for reading, I'm sorry again for the grammatical mistakes and if i write a lot of sh*t but i needed somehow to get out my thoughts about this.
Thank you for all amazing content here on BHW, you're amazing Guys, i'm very happy when i read how much you are earning and how big success you have.
