I don't talk with anyone about it but I have dark thoughts...you might know what I have in mind
I yet to be "kinda" succesful, meaning I can live off online work, I have a girlfriend, totally nothing to complain about..
..but my biggest passion requires big money. Without it I can't even do it. I only managed to do 2k/month plus it was sitting at home in front of computer; I was struggling with online biz for years (still the same thing in the same niche), it makes me money but totally not enough to live how I want and to do what I want...
and time is ticking, passing, my life isn't funny at all, mostly working from computer what makes my days boring and the same all the time...its sending emails for the most part.. im in my mid 20's I feel it's my best time to be on the planet and it's passing irretievably - with me sitting in my room in front of the computer. Fu_k man.
if I had 5-10k/month I would have started to finally do this passion but now I can't, not with amount I make.
I don't wanna complain, most of my peers would switch places no doubt, I can pay my rent all expenses and be with money left in my pocket (not much but always).
I don't wanna moan here and complain, cry like a baby, I just wanted to write it somewhere, I don't want to keep it just for myself. I don't want to talk to my relatives about it too - won't go deep about it.
I just have really dark thoughts and feel stuck in place and I feel the need to talk with someone succesful about it who could maybe give me some hope. I'm not giving up, not yet at least.
I hope I could delete this thread later tho?
Anyways...yeah. Another thread like this. (my first tho)