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Complaining to strangers is never a bad idea

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by w-nada1, Nov 16, 2012.

  1. w-nada1

    w-nada1 Newbie

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    First of all, I am writing this post for the sole purpose of "letting things out", I do not need or ask for any sort of help. I just feel bad and sadly I am not knowing where else to express myself.

    Money is not my only problem but it's certainly one of two major ones. I have started internet marketing back at 2008, kept doing pay per click and completing offers and blah blah for 1 year, of course I made no real shit. I have started offering Facebook services, I was so good and made very good cash. Due to my psychological case (I have major depression, borderline personality syndrome, bipolar disorder .. Google them lol) I could not keep on with delivering orders and one of my partners who I considered to be a real friend stole the money I saved and ran away, that was back 2010. I, since then, had major depression and suicide attempts episodes and I got into major debts because of not working or doing anything. Tried a daily job, couldn't handle it and left after only one week. I wrote some content, I am a good writer and made enough money to afford a living but then again panic attacks, breakdowns and many personal issues stopped me from going on with that.

    Now, I see a psychotherapist, I am slightly better and I am having to start all over again. Everyone here knows starting is the hardest fuckin' thing, I have a large facebook page and I am not sure how to monetize it properly, I created a website but it seems to only make me 1$ daily which won't pay for 5 cigarets. I moved on to a tumblr project and I am stuck at 0.70$ even though I work real hard. I know things take time but when you have debts and have seen horrible years, you don't wanna suffer any longer. I know I will wake up tomorrow and take action but for tonight I just feel very bad, very sad for having had to go through all that and still go through that.

    Thanks for listening!
     
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  2. Winman

    Winman Junior Member

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    Don't worry buddy. Everything will be ok. What doesn't kill you, makes you STRONGER!
     
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  3. SkyrocketSEO

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    Large? Tell me numbers. And one more thing, I saw you posted price of 0.01 per word for translating..Let me give you a piece of advice. No matter how cheap you are there will always be someone cheaper. This is not a good strategy.
     
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  4. cm00x

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    The life is hard but if we make is harder... I always thought that depressions are just for the spoiled, with or without you still need food to eat.
     
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  5. silentthunder

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    I feel you OP. Good post. I like that it wasn't very long too.
    I also like the saying don't fix it if it isn't broke. What if what used to make the most money for
    you in the past worked exactly the same if you did exactly what you used to do? It's worth a try. :)
     
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  6. BHopkins

    BHopkins Moderator Staff Member Moderator Jr. VIP

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    Good luck OP. Try to find a method that can fit around your sporadic working hours and won't fall apart if you need to take a couple weeks off.
     
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  7. JoeDownLow

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    Take a vitamin B complex, vitamin D, zinc, magnesium, vitamin A, all that good stuff and I guarantee you it will help with your depression. Also exercise.
     
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  8. sidnettwo

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    Hang in there buddy.
     
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  9. w-nada1

    w-nada1 Newbie

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    thanks :) lovely signature, too.

    Thanks for the advice friend. The page is 20,000 niche targeted fans, top niche.

    Well, things are more complex but thanks for your reply :)

    Too bad facebook has changed a lot since then and the softwares I use no longer work. Thanks for passing by :)

    Thanks for your advice :))

    Great advice, I am tired of meds. Thank you.

    Thanks for the support dear :)