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Hello, its great to be here. So far ive done some lurking around some of the forums and decided I want to spend alot more time on here so I figured Id start from the 0 point, the introduction. A real no bars held transparent introduction. I rarely do this due to a tremendous amount of social anxiety that even makes it hard for me to post on anonymous forums ( I know its ridiculous and doesn't really make any sense but that is the way it is for me.)

I'm a male, 21 y/o, am ready to change my life, and very hungry to succeed.

I grew up American poor, (not starving or living in the car poor) but understanding debt before I was 10 and the heat regularly not able to be afforded during the winter poor. Under parents that poorly understood money and played relatively inside the rules. I quickly developed lots of depression and anxiety, falling on drugs as a solution in my teens. I let that spiral out of control to the point where it took over my whole life and didn't stop until the FBI and DEA came and raided my house. ive been "sober" since and recently quit weed again after relapsing back onto weed. ( Personally weed takes away all of my ambition and desire to succeed or preform at a high level.. literally all of it). Off of drugs I am an entirely different person and have a really high drive to succeed where no matter what I do nothing is quite enough to satisfy that urge. The last time I got sober was during the NFT bull run where I was completely locked in and was an absolute trading machine making anywhere from 1-20 k a day, with months up to 100k. However I lost nearly everything in the giant market crash that happened when the FED initially pivoted in their inflation repair plan. More or less at this point im back near the start of my journey. And this time Im really here to change. I'm going to be making buisnesess, and studying more to develop my skills until im at a point where Im truly proud of myself.

I intend to use this forum to work on getting more comfortable on putting myself out in the world (even if its just a start with this being an anonymous account), to form new friends and business relationships, and to improve my thought processes and ideas around business, as well as an outlet to document my journey and progress through this new life.

I have been studying various businesses and business as a whole for a few years now looking for a way out of the regular system that all these people settle for, but with the drug abuse haven't really have the ambition to implement any strategies and really put any plans into action. Until now.

I do not intend to play exclusively inside of the handbook. I will succeed by any means necessary. and I intend to absolutely dominate this decade.

I'm happy to be here and look forward to meeting, talking, and growing with as many of you here as I can.
 
wow man, stay dedicated and you will definitely get through it
 
( Personally weed takes away all of my ambition and desire to succeed or preform at a high level.. literally all of it). Off of drugs I am an entirely different person and have a really high drive to succeed where no matter what I do nothing is quite enough to satisfy that urge.
Been there with alcohol and drugs both. The important thing is not to relapse.
A week of drinking can fuck up a year's worth of work and client relations. It usually happens after a while you've been sober and gained enough funds to live without doing anything so it's easy to think you're invisible but once that relapse happens you are back to square one.

Keep grinding. Lots of good information is freely available here.
 
Welcome to the forum mate, but reading this " The last time I got sober was during the NFT bull run where I was completely locked in and was an absolute trading machine making anywhere from 1-20 k a day, with months up to 100k. " then seeing you lost it all, means I gotta ask why the hell were you not taking some profit and putting it aside?
 
Welcome to the forum mate, but reading this " The last time I got sober was during the NFT bull run where I was completely locked in and was an absolute trading machine making anywhere from 1-20 k a day, with months up to 100k. " then seeing you lost it all, means I gotta ask why the hell were you not taking some profit and putting it aside?
Because it's moon or dust baby!
 
Hello, its great to be here. So far ive done some lurking around some of the forums and decided I want to spend alot more time on here so I figured Id start from the 0 point, the introduction. A real no bars held transparent introduction. I rarely do this due to a tremendous amount of social anxiety that even makes it hard for me to post on anonymous forums ( I know its ridiculous and doesn't really make any sense but that is the way it is for me.)

I'm a male, 21 y/o, am ready to change my life, and very hungry to succeed.

I grew up American poor, (not starving or living in the car poor) but understanding debt before I was 10 and the heat regularly not able to be afforded during the winter poor. Under parents that poorly understood money and played relatively inside the rules. I quickly developed lots of depression and anxiety, falling on drugs as a solution in my teens. I let that spiral out of control to the point where it took over my whole life and didn't stop until the FBI and DEA came and raided my house. ive been "sober" since and recently quit weed again after relapsing back onto weed. ( Personally weed takes away all of my ambition and desire to succeed or preform at a high level.. literally all of it). Off of drugs I am an entirely different person and have a really high drive to succeed where no matter what I do nothing is quite enough to satisfy that urge. The last time I got sober was during the NFT bull run where I was completely locked in and was an absolute trading machine making anywhere from 1-20 k a day, with months up to 100k. However I lost nearly everything in the giant market crash that happened when the FED initially pivoted in their inflation repair plan. More or less at this point im back near the start of my journey. And this time Im really here to change. I'm going to be making buisnesess, and studying more to develop my skills until im at a point where Im truly proud of myself.

I intend to use this forum to work on getting more comfortable on putting myself out in the world (even if its just a start with this being an anonymous account), to form new friends and business relationships, and to improve my thought processes and ideas around business, as well as an outlet to document my journey and progress through this new life.

I have been studying various businesses and business as a whole for a few years now looking for a way out of the regular system that all these people settle for, but with the drug abuse haven't really have the ambition to implement any strategies and really put any plans into action. Until now.

I do not intend to play exclusively inside of the handbook. I will succeed by any means necessary. and I intend to absolutely dominate this decade.

I'm happy to be here and look forward to meeting, talking, and growing with as many of you here as I can.
Good luck on your journey. Glad you are sober now because it seems you cannot handle vices responsibly.. many people are able to enjoy some weed and still do everything and stay motivated. If thats how you feel about you probably ahould touch them at all. Also try to learn from your mistakes woth the NFTs. If you would have saved 50% of all that thousands you made you wouldn t have to start from 0 now
 
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Hello! Welcome to BHW! I recommend you to read the rules and then start searching for methods & free guides here. And start looking a lot of posts. Here you will learn a lot. I'm sure of that!
 
Welcome to the forum mate, but reading this " The last time I got sober was during the NFT bull run where I was completely locked in and was an absolute trading machine making anywhere from 1-20 k a day, with months up to 100k. " then seeing you lost it all, means I gotta ask why the hell were you not taking some profit and putting it aside?
I was just no where near enough, and alot of it was into eth which was holding really stable for a long time and then had a huge downside crush as soon as the fed started to pivot, I got super greedy because it felt so easy and money in meant more money out. Hindsights 20-20 as they say, Im sure ill do better at emotional regulation next time around
 
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