Some of you here may know me as a nice guy others may know me as the king of trouble . I have often contributed mostly quality works of art here on this forum . As a normal stance on things I am normally not a very newbie friendly . I am more the kind of guy you have to prove yourself to . I am hard headed and strong willed . I always insist in doing things my way even if they are the wrong way. In some form or another i have always liked my life like this . I have never been willing to let too many in . Most of the time I am a loner *Yeah right now you are thinking stereotypical serial killer right ?* I tend to blame bigger problems on others . Hey there are problems on the forums .. Ohh it is the newbies fault . Well since the last ban *I have no clue why I am back but I am* it made me realize that I can not continue to be this way and be successful . It just can not happen . Part of being successful is dependent upon your network . My network just so happens to be BHW . Working with some new people here it has brought me to the realization that hell I kinda need them as it is I who is really learning from them . Some of them have skills that I do not and can think up bigger ideas than just the ones that I have . To put this simply and to sum it up . I am sorry for being a dick . I am trying .