becoming the altered version of MamaMax

so I decided to try becoming the altered version of mamamax today

I have always wanted to become one as one back then where I was about sexualizing hatsune miku while making the song "sexually attracted"

but now that it hits me a lot because of an incident I have gone through in 2022 where it got my main channel terminated and got my mental health broken from all the fears I dealt with and lost immunity

now that I will train myself to be very violent and tougher

I think I would wanna start a group where
the so called "heros" gets their guilt shown to be proven "villians"
and no this is not marvel or dc
this is real life and the internet

ever heard of vigilantes
thats the people that I could be meaning to expose
if they try using evil and jerk tendacies against others to give others bad and sad ending