NobelNerd
Senior Member
- Feb 21, 2013
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Hello Guys,
I am an alcoholic.
Just wanted to share my experience from rehab with you guys if you see my earlier posts 7-8 months before you will see mostly drunk threads I used to create and bother everyone. But this is nothing compared to what I was doing in real life. I had good income from internet but was spending most of it on alcohol.
At the end I lost almost everyone Family gave up on me,lost my girlfriend, fought with most friends ,Brawled with random strangers. I was soo destructive. Wanted to destroy everything in life and hated everything. Ruined so many better money making opportunities because couldn't control the thirst. There were moments and situation when I almost could have died but by grace of god did not.
I got picked up by 4 guys came told me they are from Police and told me come with them.Later when reached destination realized this was rehab.
In rehab I found out they don't call it a bad habit but a disease and it is like diabetes once an alcoholic you are always an alcoholic I went through very rough program. They made me work on attitudes the destructive behavior I had the negativity I had. Process was very painful sometimes, imagine sitting on knees back straight for a week or sitting on tree log not cut properly creates splinters on butt it sounds easy but damn difficult.
The biggest issue with alcoholic or addict is the illusion of control they think they can quit anytime. If you are going through problem if your hands shake when you don't get the drink first step is accept you have a problem.Once you have understood the problem then only you will look for a solution.
Now I have been sober for like 7 months from which 6 months was in rehab. The motto is simple keep it one day program don't think about I won't drink all my life that will put you in pressure instead think I won't drink today no matter what happens and each day by day go on living. Don't pick up your first drink and you are alright.
In one month I was able to save more then I ever did, doing job and making money from IM both, got a girlfriend too. Family is back in life. Everything going good. If you are good to the world it will be good to you I guess.
I am an alcoholic.
Just wanted to share my experience from rehab with you guys if you see my earlier posts 7-8 months before you will see mostly drunk threads I used to create and bother everyone. But this is nothing compared to what I was doing in real life. I had good income from internet but was spending most of it on alcohol.
At the end I lost almost everyone Family gave up on me,lost my girlfriend, fought with most friends ,Brawled with random strangers. I was soo destructive. Wanted to destroy everything in life and hated everything. Ruined so many better money making opportunities because couldn't control the thirst. There were moments and situation when I almost could have died but by grace of god did not.
I got picked up by 4 guys came told me they are from Police and told me come with them.Later when reached destination realized this was rehab.
In rehab I found out they don't call it a bad habit but a disease and it is like diabetes once an alcoholic you are always an alcoholic I went through very rough program. They made me work on attitudes the destructive behavior I had the negativity I had. Process was very painful sometimes, imagine sitting on knees back straight for a week or sitting on tree log not cut properly creates splinters on butt it sounds easy but damn difficult.
The biggest issue with alcoholic or addict is the illusion of control they think they can quit anytime. If you are going through problem if your hands shake when you don't get the drink first step is accept you have a problem.Once you have understood the problem then only you will look for a solution.
Now I have been sober for like 7 months from which 6 months was in rehab. The motto is simple keep it one day program don't think about I won't drink all my life that will put you in pressure instead think I won't drink today no matter what happens and each day by day go on living. Don't pick up your first drink and you are alright.
In one month I was able to save more then I ever did, doing job and making money from IM both, got a girlfriend too. Family is back in life. Everything going good. If you are good to the world it will be good to you I guess.
