I'm a student with a relaxed program, I live at home, I make some money online but not enough to live by myself. The problem is that I know what I have to do to make all those dreams real but I can't really seem to start working hard on it. I spend a lot of my free time in front of the PC, but when it comes to work I procrastinate a lot and get disappointed very fast, that get's me in a bad mood and when I'm in a bad mood I'm not very productive. I don't now where this "mind laziness" comes from but very often I find myself watching one of the at least 10 weekly tv serials instead of working. All this time wasting contributes to the anxiety therefore making me feel even more blue. I often get very excited about a project but distracted as fast. THERE'S TO MUCH INFORMATION and I lose my focus very fast. What I need is probably to go broke, experience working an underpaid, shity 9-5 job, and a serious ass whopping.