My Condolences Brother,
Tho I never tell anyone "I know how you feel" I can definitely relate.
I recently lost my My best Friend who so happens was my Father as well.
Nothing like that special bond a lad shares with his pops, From the worshiping of him
to the day you decide to challenge him as a man of equals.
NOTHING LIKE IT!!
Keep your head up brother, you know how those fathers are lol ..
They want to be remembered with honor and reverence,
But they wouldn't want to be pined over a great deal. Know what I'm saying?
So Go ahead, the grieving is a process, Then pay him the greatest honor you ever can
by keeping it moving and forging ahead with your life's gameplan.
I Bet He would want you to do that.
I Know that's what Mine would have wanted ..So I did..
And I know it seems really dire right now my Friend but
SO WILL YOU !
PEACE BROTHER