....the story so far.....my wife left me with two very young children that I adore and are the only thing keeping me going and over £20k of debt. I have tried everything I can think off - I have a full time job and have been making small bits on the internet which Ive been throwing at the debts - but its all getting eaten up and making no difference to our quality of life. Im missing out on so much with my children and these are the years that I will never get back - the bills are mounting up and although my parents have been great they are almost 60 and should be enjoying life instead of having to put up with me. Ive tried to remain positive throughout all of this and have been trying various methods of IM (again making small amounts but only short term). Ive always been honest, hardworking and put others first so Im not sure where karma comes into this as I feel so low, that Im about to throw in the towel with it all. I keep telling myself that £20k isnt a lot of money and in the overall scheme of things that kind of money can be made daily or over the course of a few weeks/months by the pro's - and in reality thats true as the internet is one of the greatest inventions ever. SO why cant I crack it and make my measily little £20k to get my life back - rather than having this huge black cloud hanging over me flast thing at night and then first thing in the morning and then having to act normal in front of my fantastic children. There are those of you that will say get a grip and man up, well Ive tried doing it the hard way maybe its time to take the easy way out - I just dont know what to do!!!!