I feel you. Same here.
When I started online 5 years ago I had my whole world and myself in the gutter, no money, no job, health destroyed, social skills and willingness to socialize gone, I mean, a mess.
I worked...
5 years later I have about $20,000 saved, rent paid for a few months, everything stocked up around the house (from coffee to toilet paper), a girlfriend. Still don't have a car or my own apartment, still working on that.
In January and February I netted about $2000 per month. And now in March it dropped, and I feel like I'm coming down from a drug high. While in Jan and Feb I was making sales every day non stop, now in March it's super slow, and for some reason my brain started finding problems with everything, and I got totally demotivated.
Problems such as:
Facebook marketing - impossible
Instagram marketing - impossible
Twitter botting - impossible
SEO - dead (hah)
Youtube marketing - impossible
Blog comment spamming - horrible results, waste of time
Get into dropshipping - saturated, too long delivery times, unreliable resellers, paypal bans
Get into reselling any service or product - all humans are unreliable, no one will produce results consistently for me to resell from, business will fail
That's just my brain fucking with me. I've been watching movies and doing little to nothing the past few days. But today I got some energy and I got back to it again.