Ericsson,
Welcome back dude, speaking from experience it will get better. Diving into some internet marketing will make you feel better. You are a valued member here, and it's tough when someone with your normal good attitude is not upbeat.
My Divorce was one of he worse things I went through - but ended up being the best thing for me and her. I am now getting married again in August and can't even imagine how I was ever with my ex, I deserved better but didn't know it. I fought to keep our relationship together, but you can't make he other person fight and that was a hard concept for me to handle. I just didn't understand why she didn't want it. I still don't. I never got closure...which really sucks.
I know everyone says it will get better. That's the line of bullshit they told me when I was in the auto industry and the company I worked for shut down and i was laid off. It will get better was all i heard, but in my head, I was like "Fuck Everyone". That lay off brought me to IM and the desire to do it fulltime. More desire then most people have for anything. That's something that only the tragic and humbling experience that losing a six figure job overnight can give you.
That's two of the worse scenarios that turned out to be blessings in disguise. Now when I am going through something horrible, I'm excited to see how it will turn out to be good in the end.
Eitherway buddy, good luck. Thanks for this method and all he other advice and again....welcome back
-Capp