Ok so this is my first journey thread here. I have always been a journal guy. I remember back in 9th standard I fell in love with this chick and went all drooling about her, got her a bouquet of pink roses on her birthday(she didn't like me btw) and guess what happened? She took it and walked away with some other douchebag. Yay. Anyways, back then I started writing my journal to keep track of my thoughts and emotions. It wasn't the most exhilarating of activities but it always helped me measure myself in a sort of intuitive way I guess. I always liked being good at stuff, so I made it a goal to be good at being myself. I remember looking at that journal(5 years since that happened, 5 years since I started reading books and making journals) and thinking how gay that guy was in the journal. Whoever the hell he was. But it left a little something in my head, a feeling of being proud of that guy suddenly. I was proud because that guy took the decision to become different. Anyways, that is the reason I decided to make this journal. Now, my resources : Just a brain. Really. I don't know shit about IM, I read about 15+ threads a day on BHW and to be honest 90% of what I read seems to transform into a sort of Nelson(from Simpsons) and just goes "Ha ha" on my face. But that is still not scary enough for me to not get started. Have to start somewhere, so let this be it. I am done making excuses. I have read the forum regularly since the past month or so. Asgardian from here has been a maaaaaaaaajor inspiration for me because that dude helped a shitload. I mean literally shitloads. Props to that guy. I have to wear the adult shoes and come out of my spoonfeed clothes(mental diapers) and get to work though. So here it goes, I am gonna stick to doing YT+CPA here. I will update this journal with my daily progress(of whatever I have done) I have already gotten into AWM and Adnooka. I am going to use their content lockers, the same old same you guys have been reading in every 50th journal here about YT+CPA. What makes my journal different? NOTHING! I am your average Joe and I want my fucking money. I want people to bash me with criticisms if I am being sloppy, thats why the journal haha Anyways, this starts after I wake up. I just bought 10 proxies from Squid proxies. Will make the YT accounts on them. Read this epic thread http://www.blackhatworld.com/blackh...guide-how-not-get-your-yt-account-banned.html and will follow the instructions from in here. Precaution is always good. As for motivation, I read a lot of books, hit the gym regularly. Recently quit my gaming addiction(It doesn't lead to a good life. Unless you're a professional, which I don't want to become) So there it is guys. I have a few questions by the way, I have read about Animoto and wondered if it is worth investing time into it to learn making videos? Anyways, the clear goal is 50$/day. Or 1500$/month. I am going to give this 120 days, that's four months. I have plenty of time everyday to work on this. I would appreciate criticisms from people who are already doing this. Going to update tomorrow. Time to sleep! 2 am out here, be right back in 8 hours or so! I will not upload the daily earnings and stuff, unless they are very noticeable since I think that format will make me too critical of myself. What I will rather do is upload weekly earnings and how much money I have burned towards getting results. Though I might change my opinion based on how much I am earning and if I make some major changes which show a difference in my earnings.