- Mar 24, 2017
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I can offer a lot of tips, but I'm going to leave one main one here as a family man to a man with a family. You said "if i lose that my only option is a rope!!" I don't know if that is a figure of speech, but just in case it isn't, here's my advice:
Don't do that shit to your family.
I know but am terring apart myself so much,, 12 hours shift helping ky sick parents most ofbthe time am traveling the the car from one place to another just to make sure everybody around is okey! Sleeping 2-3 hours a day already coop with that, from day to day its start becoming really hard!! The gov doesn't care about my sick parents nobody care if not me who will i know without me everything would be worse, but i dont know how to handle thisnis not the life i was promised,, just because am different am living this type of life different race,, everybody here are morocans and am russian they says thosenlike came to this place just to make thierblife easier we are here to work our asses so those people will live a comfy life, thats horrible,, i fnished institue have learnd,, got a degree and nothing impossible to find a working place cause i dont belong here now body would take russian here,, russians are only good to clean streets work on facotries or mall guards thats ournprespective in here.
4 passed away from my work since thenlast uear,, we are a crew of 60 people we know each other very good,, its not just me its everyone around me living with the same ideas.... One hang himself,, one got drunk so much so hes heart stopped,, one started doing drugs because of our head mechanic staryed supplying him Dangaerous drugs,, from china,, and another suicide,, people dont have hope,, atleast i hqve some brains since these sphere always interested me since i was a kid,
Ps.. Sorry for my grammer mistaks am shaking answering,, and using a phone while working thebauto correct is also makes trouble so really really sorry don't hate,, whenever ill getnhome ill fix everything