VictoryRed
Newbie
- Oct 15, 2023
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Hello BHW,
To tell you the truth I’m not quite sure how I found my way here, but I often have happy little accidents like this and by experience when an opportunity to better my position in life comes and I take it, it works out. I won’t get into the nitty-gritty details here for why agoraphobia is the subject for my title of this post, but I wouldn’t be surprised if it wasn’t a story worthy of a documentary one day, or at the very least, intriguing enough for a ‘likable’ YouTube video but life has left me in a position where I’ve had to humble myself… and yet I’ve found a great deal of joy and peace in struggle, and even in ‘poverty’ you could say. I’ve had to learn how to ask for help, become even more creative than I already am, and essentially get to know the ways of a MacGyver like mind if I was going to be able to have the things I wanted but there are still a few planes of this world I can’t breach! Especially when living amongst a society in its current state of chaos, violence, and narcissism produces such a perfect paralytic on “one’s” nervous system. Perhaps that sounds a little dramatic, but not far from my truth…
Now, at least I’m hoping that’s enough information to gain interest for my main lead-in here. I don’t have any of the technical skills that any of you do which I would like to learn but I just don’t learn the traditional ways of the world. I do however have a multitude of skills, abilities and ideas (that seem to be never ending!) with Minimal avenues to bring them to fruition or out to the world… What am I getting at?
I am looking for help… I am looking for an enterprise to join… I am looking for knowledge growth and a way to survive and provide for my kids and myself. Hopefully find a way out of the disaster I’m in and BECOME what I know I am capable of! BECOME who I feel I am able to be. ***ugh, just raw truth unfortunately. Please hold, comedic relief coming soon.
Everything in this world is online and I need to know it. I need to learn it and become a part of it especially if I am no longer able to leave my house physically then I gotta do it digitally.
Now, for my skill set (some but, definitely not all)
-besides my creative and inventive like mind
-I am an artist. I draw, paint, sew, carve, build, melt, mold, burn, take apart and put back together.
-I write… and I use spell check
-I read AND do All the voices️
-Recovering people pleaser! Which means my people skills are on par. I even look young for my age so with a little bit more therapy face-to-face bits should be fine (Just need a body guard or a 50 pound weighted, security blanket for the aftermath and I’ll be ‘just’ fine)
-I can solve complex problems, I think outside the box, there is always a solution, I don’t believe in impossible things. If there’s a will, there’s a way. See a need, Fill a need!
Personal faults…. Let me think
Ah ☝
-Nutty professor level quirks minus the Genius (If you know you know. Therefore, this claim actually covers a lot of ground, must I go on? I just need a Webo and I’ll be… fine. (hmm that word again))
***Well as far as the genius thing goes I don’t believe anyone’s developed a test yet for my kind. yes, I actually do believe that is a true statement Unless there have been any new developments since living under the rock but we’re often forgotten so I’m not holding my breath. That would just cause an unfortunate accident
-No College, but I make up for it with a Higher, Deeper and Broader Education than one could provide anyway. Not book smart… but then I kinda am actually. Hmm … You Decide
to: POTENTIAL PARTNERS, TEACHERS, WELL DOERS, ENTREPRENEURS, ENTERPRISERS, FELLOW LUNATICS, and BUSY BODIES etc etc etc
I look forward to hearing from you soon as I am quite sure you have all been drawn in by my impressive post writing/Résumé Crafting/pity pleading skills… Did I mention Wordsmith?
Any takers to apply must consider:
-Fast paced communication/learning/teaching in layman’s terms-will be required. I’m not dumb just need to bridge the language gap and learn what a thing is1st and fast! Then when it’s all done the picture comes together in my mind like a beautiful baby developing at rapid speed from its very inception BUT My brain is a bit impatient …
-Must have the patience of a saint jk, kinda
-No Gaslighting, I can smell it a mile away
-No bullying- because I’m nice and there’s no need 
-Comedic relief is a must
-Freedom to create and believe in the impossible is a MUST
-and always remember life happens, things go wrong, bad things happen and GOOD things always come out of it IF YOU LET IT!
Stay Weird
To tell you the truth I’m not quite sure how I found my way here, but I often have happy little accidents like this and by experience when an opportunity to better my position in life comes and I take it, it works out. I won’t get into the nitty-gritty details here for why agoraphobia is the subject for my title of this post, but I wouldn’t be surprised if it wasn’t a story worthy of a documentary one day, or at the very least, intriguing enough for a ‘likable’ YouTube video but life has left me in a position where I’ve had to humble myself… and yet I’ve found a great deal of joy and peace in struggle, and even in ‘poverty’ you could say. I’ve had to learn how to ask for help, become even more creative than I already am, and essentially get to know the ways of a MacGyver like mind if I was going to be able to have the things I wanted but there are still a few planes of this world I can’t breach! Especially when living amongst a society in its current state of chaos, violence, and narcissism produces such a perfect paralytic on “one’s” nervous system. Perhaps that sounds a little dramatic, but not far from my truth…
Now, at least I’m hoping that’s enough information to gain interest for my main lead-in here. I don’t have any of the technical skills that any of you do which I would like to learn but I just don’t learn the traditional ways of the world. I do however have a multitude of skills, abilities and ideas (that seem to be never ending!) with Minimal avenues to bring them to fruition or out to the world… What am I getting at?
I am looking for help… I am looking for an enterprise to join… I am looking for knowledge growth and a way to survive and provide for my kids and myself. Hopefully find a way out of the disaster I’m in and BECOME what I know I am capable of! BECOME who I feel I am able to be. ***ugh, just raw truth unfortunately. Please hold, comedic relief coming soon.
Everything in this world is online and I need to know it. I need to learn it and become a part of it especially if I am no longer able to leave my house physically then I gotta do it digitally.
Now, for my skill set (some but, definitely not all)
-besides my creative and inventive like mind
-I am an artist. I draw, paint, sew, carve, build, melt, mold, burn, take apart and put back together.
-I write… and I use spell check
-I read AND do All the voices️
-Recovering people pleaser! Which means my people skills are on par. I even look young for my age so with a little bit more therapy face-to-face bits should be fine (Just need a body guard or a 50 pound weighted, security blanket for the aftermath and I’ll be ‘just’ fine)
-I can solve complex problems, I think outside the box, there is always a solution, I don’t believe in impossible things. If there’s a will, there’s a way. See a need, Fill a need!
Personal faults…. Let me think
Ah ☝
-Nutty professor level quirks minus the Genius (If you know you know. Therefore, this claim actually covers a lot of ground, must I go on? I just need a Webo and I’ll be… fine. (hmm that word again))
***Well as far as the genius thing goes I don’t believe anyone’s developed a test yet for my kind. yes, I actually do believe that is a true statement Unless there have been any new developments since living under the rock but we’re often forgotten so I’m not holding my breath. That would just cause an unfortunate accident
-No College, but I make up for it with a Higher, Deeper and Broader Education than one could provide anyway. Not book smart… but then I kinda am actually. Hmm … You Decide
to: POTENTIAL PARTNERS, TEACHERS, WELL DOERS, ENTREPRENEURS, ENTERPRISERS, FELLOW LUNATICS, and BUSY BODIES etc etc etc
I look forward to hearing from you soon as I am quite sure you have all been drawn in by my impressive post writing/Résumé Crafting/pity pleading skills… Did I mention Wordsmith?
Any takers to apply must consider:
-Fast paced communication/learning/teaching in layman’s terms-will be required. I’m not dumb just need to bridge the language gap and learn what a thing is1st and fast! Then when it’s all done the picture comes together in my mind like a beautiful baby developing at rapid speed from its very inception BUT My brain is a bit impatient …
-Must have the patience of a saint jk, kinda
-No Gaslighting, I can smell it a mile away
-No bullying- because I’m nice and there’s no need
-Comedic relief is a must
-Freedom to create and believe in the impossible is a MUST
-and always remember life happens, things go wrong, bad things happen and GOOD things always come out of it IF YOU LET IT!
Stay Weird
