I grind for the Almighty Unicorn, Dollar.
On the real though, im not entirely sure. I guess i grind to improve my life, and to live the way i want.
That said, i also seem to always carry that poor person trip with me, and i really have a hard time spending money if im not making good money.
I think somewhere deep down i feel like, okay, this is all over. We were making good money, but now its bad and it will continue to be bad forever and ever. So i better not spend as few of my savings as possible, unless i wanna starve to death when it runs out. Because, surely, we're poor, and surely, we will never make any money again for as long as we live.
So it doesnt matter. I can have $50,000 under my pillow, but if the month comes and i earned less than i spent, and my income is down overall, oh my god oh my god i start withdrawing for real.
In fact, currently im experiencing some decreased income, and just the other day i went and got a haircut at a place that charges $2.50 instead of $5. But even thats only because i have $50.000 under my pillow. If i didnt, id take out my shaving machine and shave it all off, like a monkey ready to be shot up into space. Space monkey
