Feeling all alone in this world

[xReminisce]

you need some hookers some fish sticks and some beer

where your highschool mates at?
how about your family?

 

[daddyscaz]

hi,
long story short. I was working in a different city than my native place for the last 6 years. Now due to corona, I am stuck at home for the last 3 years. No social life nothing.
Now I feel like I am all alone in this world. Thanks to bhw now my monthly earnings are more than my yearly income from a regular job. Now I have everything that I was looking for in my whole life. But deep inside I am not happy. I have already taken a vacation of like 30 days but it's of no use. I don't know what the reason neither I can share it with anyone. How is your social life as a freelancer and do such thoughts ever come to your mind? do share your suggestion or tips.

Similar situation to you i stopped meeting with all my friends 4 years ago and barely meet a few of them a month... I am working on trying to achieve as much as possible instead of hanging out, I don't feel lonely because I read a lot of books/comics and also play games sometimes. My best friend currently to me is probably myself since I am talking to myself more than to anyone else.

 

[Billy Batts]

hi,
long story short. I was working in a different city than my native place for the last 6 years. Now due to corona, I am stuck at home for the last 3 years. No social life nothing.
Now I feel like I am all alone in this world. Thanks to bhw now my monthly earnings are more than my yearly income from a regular job. Now I have everything that I was looking for in my whole life. But deep inside I am not happy. I have already taken a vacation of like 30 days but it's of no use. I don't know what the reason neither I can share it with anyone. How is your social life as a freelancer and do such thoughts ever come to your mind? do share your suggestion or tips.

Thats it? At least thats shit you can change! I was born this way, as a HSP, ADD, alcoholic, ex homeless crazy motherfucker, I felt and still feeling this my whole life. Deal with it

 

[xReminisce]

ex crazy motherfucker

wait ex crazy motherfucker?
I thought that was still applicable.

 

[Billy Batts]

wait ex crazy motherfucker?
I thought that was still applicable.

That is true just not homeless anymore

You changed your name?

 

[xReminisce]

That is true just not homeless anymore

graduated to crazy motherfucker

 

[Billy Batts]

graduated to crazy motherfucker

You had a different name before?

And no, was always like that, I graduated to non homeless crazy motherfucker!

 

[xReminisce]

You had a different before?

And no, was always like that, I graduated to non homeless crazy motherfucker!

nah
im just an alcoholic idiot who gotten a few blessings along the way

 

[Billy Batts]

nah
im just an alcoholic idiot who gotten a few blessings along the way

Ah, I had the light blue before too until out of nowhere that got stripped for some new BS system even though Ive had so many big ass threads. Felt non motivated ever since. On the alcoholic part, we can give each other a hand

 

[Rowdy Devil]

Thanks for sharing your problem with us i understand you, i feel the same way for a long time. i think it's all because of your freelance work. i feel that i am lonely and lack of communication. yes, vacations are not happy either. but maybe a change of scenery? i think in winter to fly for three months to sri-lanka or bali. i will work there. can you also take this idea?

yes i am planning some thing like this

 

[Rowdy Devil]

you need some hookers some fish sticks and some beer

where your highschool mates at?
how about your family?

they are all busy in their own life running behind money..

 

[mrhatter]

No, you are dont alone. You have at least 1600+ posts and likes here

 

[xReminisce]

they are all busy in their own life running behind money..

well cant have both I guess lol

 

[mrhatter]

well cant have both I guess lol

You're right

 

[mrhatter]

I am here, you are not alone )

Nice joke, but..

 

[Source_code]

Man i feel same most of the time
Had a terrible breakup 5 years ago, i started working on myself after that and i was feeling terrible and i got transferred to another state where I've 0 friends or anything have to start from scratch with loneliness and dealing with so much of overthinking.

But trust me man this is the advice i am giving you and you should definitely follow this.

Just keep your expectations low from other people and you'll see youself happy.
Another thing just do be afraid of going out all by yourself, i ride motorcycle so i just go for solo rides even if it feels weird you'll start feeling better day by day and you won't need anyone, you'll start finding happiness. Explore go out do fun stuffs and yeah you should socialize but keep your expectations 0 from everyone.
I hope you feel ok and all the very best mate cheers

 

[xReminisce]

You're right

i was being sarcastic
ofcourse you can.
Life doesn't have to be as shitty as people think
it's all about perspective.

 

[Roger Marquez]

now my monthly earnings are more than my yearly income from a regular job

Must be nice!

But deep inside I am not happy.

How is your social life as a freelancer and do such thoughts ever come to your mind? do share your suggestion or tips.

Personally, I don´t like getting out too much.

I rather go out, to be honest, and it´s totally fine by me. I prefer laying at home watching TV shows or movies.

I sometimes go out to like dinner with the wifey or to see a movie but it´s very rare when I do that.

Perhaps you´re different and like to be surrounded by people.

I don´t do too much.

I often avoid crowded places.

 

[propuh]

I am alone too, I cope with posting comments on ph and lifting

 

[Billy Batts]

Another of these light blues >< As my signature says!