Like i said bro, i need to do whatever i need to do to fix things. i have no intentions and desires to do that thing but if there is no another solution left for me then i will do whatever it takes to solve my problems. I have nothing to do with my country, it's not about political or economic issues, i hate the people of my country as simple as that. i will never have any friends from my country till the rest of my life, i will always resist not to have and friends from my country cuz im 25 and i never had any friends from my country and they always bullied me and used me and take advantage of my good will, but i had lots of friends from other countries and then i had to go back to this country because of financial issues, now all im trying to do is to leave and never return. im not gonna stay here and live this prison life till the rest of my life. plus im also bipolar, i will never give it up till i get what i want, and if i can't get what i want then I won't be fooling around and i will peacefully leave this planet