So im in a bit of a pickle and I need to make 2500$$ in 24 days. Dont ask why I just owe money to say it simply. So I'm not asking for you to understand me I just want some tips to do this. I have vacay after this week so that will give me plenty of time to do this. Please for the love of god any tips / routes etc you have ideas please send them my way. i need all the encouragement and possible help I could get.
These are some of the tools I have.
a brain.
6 phones. Iphone 12, iPhone 7, iPhone 7, samsung galaxy s7, Samsung galaxy s7 edge, Samsung galaxy s5 neo, Samsung galaxy s3 and an android tablet nexus 7 I belive.
i got a stationary computer with meh specs.
i got 250 webshare proxies.
100$+ smspva account funds.
an old SFF workstation with i5 cpu (no gpu only internal)
a desperate mind and desperation leads to desperate moves.
Please kind stranger guide me. Im only 20 and I really don't want my life to go to waste so soon. This past year / year and a half I spend countless money on IM ventures that lead to nothing. I fell in love with this girl so hard but she ended up not liking me. I know i know i should have pushed earlier to find out if she liked me, but i had insecurities mainly the lack of experience. I had my friends says shitty things about me to make her not like me more. I ended up talking things through with her and we are friends now as I have to keep her in my life to show that my friends didn't do anything by talking trash about me behind my back. I was super sad when I found out that I spent so much time on this girl for her not even like me. Never depression sad but really sad you know the vibe. So to prove to myself that I was something or towards this girl that she chose wrongly i started exercising to look better and feel better. But I was desperate to prove that she was wrong for not liking me and that i was above her, so i started becoming desperate to making money. I already had lost tons in 2020 due to different ventures that didn't go well. So this time i started feeding my gambling addiction. Ended up with me using up all my savings and taking up a credit card. spent 2500$ just lost all that and now I'm writing this. So i have till 20. aug to make that money back. Or the fees start piling up and ill become a debt slave, I'm again only 20 so i don't know how all that work. Just know that you have to pay your creditcard in time or else you are fucked. So again please just say "Hey dude i have a bunch of manual work i need done ill pay you x amount for x amount hours" or "Hey you should go do this and that". I just honestly want someone to talk to. That wont judge me and will guide me. My friends don't know about this. Nor does my family. I just wanna make it out alive. Also cure this desperation in my head to "make it" or "make something". Either by forcing myself to live inside this box that enslaves the common human being to live inside this 9-15 workday, only really live on weekends if you are out drinking or doing social stuff. I also just want a Win I'm tired of loosing. Loosing the girl, i liked (haven't cared about girls in a few years till i met this one). Loosing money on all the ventures, not getting anywhere. Feeling like I'm not living up to my potential cause i do stupid shit like this where i ultimately get worse by committing such a dumb mistake. And then having to grind AF to get out of it.
with love INVINCIBLETA
