Totally overwhelmed

[duckduckgoo]

WOW ! What a big writing. But at the end it seems like you are pissed of with your life. Just calm down man and take a deep breath. Everything will be alright. Just give it some time.

I like friend think he may be think right thing is apartament and he emotionally miss some thing that can be done all ready with huge money. May be not right. I nothing against you friend @Scorpion Ghost
If it is close to issue, think of to rent it or sell at higher price after few year and enjoy most of it.
You are one that how ever need to be happy for having new apartment and not rely to parent. Not right to freaking out like you now

 

[MrDenz]

There is only 1 country that I can think of, it starts with S and it's ending with A.

Anyway, I understand you, 100%!

For all the newbies out there, if you manage to understand the point of the whole story in the right way, it means that you have a chance to be successful in life, believe it or not...

 

[duckduckgoo]

There is only 1 country that I can think of, it starts with S and it's ending with A.

Anyway, I understand you, 100%!

For all the newbies out there, if you manage to understand the point of the whole story in the right way, it means that you have a chance to be successful in life, believe it or not...

Saudi Arabia?

 

[Scorpion Ghost]

No you are totally right to say what you think. But then other people are too. If you don’t like then that’s your problem.

I personally couldn’t care what you earn, what my neighbour earns. What they owe and to whom.

I think the point a few people are saying is there is no point being the richest man in the graveyard.
Take a day off. Go out for a walk. Sit in a park.
No need putting so much pressure on yourself. No one on here knows everything and never will.

Well sure it is. I didnt tell anybody what to say or what not to say or how to say it. I just took them seriously and replied seriously. So i gave everyone respect

Its not about rich. Its about having all ducks in a row. Food, bills, roof over your head and a pillow under your head. Its about normal life.

Most people have normal lives by default, their parents. And even if the parents safety net isnt used or abused, its there for them.

But if you dont have it or you wouldnt use it if your life deoended on it, then the stakes become very fucking real, real fast!

A baby do not eat first 6 month it only consume mother milk, that is high produce if you care for her and nutrition, usual in my country in village fruit and veg is almost nothing.

If milk miss, you buy formula which is 20 euro and last a month.

Only fee is buy pampers and wet wipe.

After 6 month you start giving sort of fruit mix which cost 2 eur per can, around 6 eur total per day max you spend.

Baby clothes is expensive you spend 300 euro min each 3 month during first year.

After year 1 baby eat what you eat, usual i bet you throw that part to dog.

Year half pampers fee stop. Food baby eat what you eat. So only clothes.

Docotor etc you pay insurance for it all life it free in most of country. Kinders garden is also free or minimal.

This fee is cover only if you cut crap that you spended already for perk in your apartment, use less thing like toalet holder.

You need ball, love, care and attention.
What money you talk here. If you think a baby / kid most important thing is money, you are very wrong and worse mistake one make is thinking that. Wait till 35 when you start have reproduction problem, all money in world will not save you.

I dont have a dog. A dog costs money. Ive lived a very expense-free life for the past 8 years. Cut out all expenses, and save every penny, so i can upgrade from eating once per day to eating twice per day haha

I pay no insurance, thats a scam.

Reproduction... It just hit me yesterday that everyone is vaccinated, and im not sure id wanna have a kid with a woman who has that poison in her body. So reproduction just got harder

You sound like someone that thinks that is better than everyone else, I bet your ego is huge. Not saying this to flame your post or insult you, just trying to shed some light on what you have written on the first page.

You will not find help on an internet forum full of strangers, go seek therapy because I can bet these problems go way deeper (as usually), personal things that have stuck with you throughout the years. Because as you can clearly see, no matter how much money you have, personal issues will still remain. Money doesn't solve your internal issues.

Hope you find peace mentally.

I used to think i was better than everyone else when i was a kid. And objectively i was, in a way. And then i wasnt. And now im not. But im self-aware enough to know where i stand.

Yeah, my ego is huge. But i like my ego, and fear it a little bit. The ego... Like... If it takes over it gets shit done, using hate and vengfulness as fuel. But, you know, its not exactly sunshine and rainbows. But i let it take over sometimes... Sometimes its necessary.

We'll see what happens when the bell rings

 

[sylvyo]

ok so i hit a sensetive spot there.
ofending people true the keyboard so mature it happens when no arguments or intelligenge
people give him some atention he needs it other wise he will comit suicide

 

[Scorpion Ghost]

There is only 1 country that I can think of, it starts with S and it's ending with A.

Anyway, I understand you, 100%!

For all the newbies out there, if you manage to understand the point of the whole story in the right way, it means that you have a chance to be successful in life, believe it or not...

Hm, thats sweet

Saudi Arabia?

Allahu Akbar my friend!

 

[Scorpion Ghost]

ok so i hit a sensetive spot there.
ofending people true the keyboard so mature it happens when no arguments or intelligenge
people give him some atention he needs it other wise he will comit suicide

No, suicide is not an option. Even if i wanted to my ego wouldnt allow it. Because that would be like a defeat. Like the world won, we lost.

My ego would never allow for a suicide.

Unless i lost my dick. Like, maybe then. Maybe. Yeah, maybe. But probably not.

Shit, if i didnt kill myself when i was piss poor, why do it now

 

[duckduckgoo]

Its about having all ducks in a row.

I dont have a dog. A dog costs money. Ive lived a very expense-free life for the past 8 years. Cut out all expenses, and save every penny, so i can upgrade from eating once per day to eating twice per day haha

Reproduction... It just hit me yesterday that everyone is vaccinated, and im not sure id wanna have a kid with a woman who has that poison in her body. So reproduction just got harder

Yeah, my ego is huge. But i like my ego, and fear it a little bit. The ego... Like... If it takes over it gets shit done, using hate and vengfulness as fuel. But, you know, its not exactly sunshine and rainbows. But i let it take over sometimes... Sometimes its necessary.

We'll see what happens when the bell rings

I detect problem. You need cut ego out, fill up thing you missed - go travel, go hooker, mess with friend do stupid thing.

You need to stop classing human being like this.

Vaccine should be not a factor for be or not to be with a person you like, it is free choice for individual. Partner has right to say opposite and ego will ruin your relation. The way you view story has other way. You can infect partner for being anti vac. Vac can be bed but it also can be a must thing for special category of people.

Cut that crap ego out, go have fun travel and do this thing you miss.

It may be joke but this is emotional glitch in you cause from over work and bed ego.