Hey BHW, I'm not the one to make this kind of post but I seem helpless. Life has been giving me the middle finger these past two years. I feel like I'm breaking down. I tried everything but nothing seems to work out. As if whatever I touch just turns to shit. As you can see by my previous postings nothing worked out. I'm struggling, not just financially, but also mentally. My parents are disgracing me, friends are leaving me, the girl of my life lives in a neighboring country and due to the virus I'm not able to see her. I feel stranded. I feel like if I keep writing further I'm gonna burst so I'm gonna leave it here. Hope you guys understand and don't see me as an attention seeker. Thank you.