With all due respect, the best option is to get a job. Desperate moves can result in tragic outcomes. Get a job, calm Yourself down, establish the cash flow, even if it's low. Then make moves out of that cashflow. If the $180 is Your last money, which could be true, because the figure is so low and so precise, it's not a wise move. That's my sincere advice.How can I do this in a short time? maybe a month