Blumenkind
Newbie
- Feb 5, 2021
- 30
- 41
IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ BORING STUFF SKIP THIS AND START AT: "REAL PART:" BECAUSE MOST OF THIS IS JUST MUMBLING TO GET MY THOUGHTS STRAIGHT, THIS IS MORE OF A DIARY AT THIS MOMENT ~
Oh Also I'm 28 Years old and From Germany
I'll start a new life, I'm fed up with my own lazy ass. And become a Millionaire by the end of 2021. I don't want to get rich for cars, materalistic things or just to brag about it but rather to help others in need, help those out, who have no clean water supply, no real food..those who no ones listens too, you can change things from the outside, but you can change way more from the inside. I had a stable income thanks to BHW and other websites..but it all broke down last year, and i lost nearly everything if my parents and my girlfriend weren't there for me.
I didn't lose everything, because of drugs, not because of a disease..no just because I'm a complete fuckup. Which needs to end now!
I have brought myself into this situation, so I'll get out of this mess with my own hands bleeding until I cry for my mommy to hold, while no one is there to hear me scream.
Things I'll keep:
My Family. My Girlfriend. My 41k€ish debts, duh ~
Things I'll change:
My attitude like (Not wanting to stand up early, not wanting to clean myself)
My habbits like (Never keeping promises, never ending things)
My emotions like (Being a smartass, rather than helping others because of my own pride)
My Goals of 2021:
Become rich, by doing whatever it takes!
Not only reading books, but learning and studying them!
Achieving new skills!
Being a better Boyfriend, Son and Brother!
Stoping with all my BS that I tell myself everyday!
Overcoming my debts!
Looking out for my health, going to treat my teeth properly, cancer check and everything else that is necessary to have healthy body to survive longer, just so i can achive my goals!
How do I want to Achieve it?
This is where it gets complicated.
There are more oppertunities to make money on the internet than Skittle, M&M and Jelly Bean flavors, so which one should I pick?
Because I don't like any of them.
1) Making a Youtube Channel takes around 2 Months at least to have a rather "ok" passive Income.
2) Making a website takes around the same amount of time if not longer.
3) Using social Media(quora,9gag etc.) to sell things, can bring me money short wise in, but won't last long until it's satturated.
4) Working at McDonalds would at least pay 13€ an hour..but I would lose valuable time.
5)Working as a freelancer would mean to learn a new skill, get good at it, build a social media platform around it, and sell my "goodis".
6) Nothing, but scamming others and being a complete dick with immoral standarts just so i can benefit from it..which i never want to do again, i exploited rich companies back in my day and i want never to go back to those.
So all in all, I don't know.
I have good editing skills, i can make ads, animation videos..funny skits, gameplays and game throughs, i can do so much and yet never really used it for anything.
I can learn everything i want to, but always went lazy on it, because what would it be worth for if i die anyway?
Thanks or reading.
REAL PART:
How I'm going to start:
1.) Clean my room, "not just the oh paper here but seriously clean it, wash it"
2.) Clean myself "Hygene, do my nails, pick my eyebrow (yes as a boy) wash my face, use a fking mask to clean my pores, take a shower not a bath.)
3.) Wash all of my clothes, Dry them and Iron them properly and put them back.
4.) Put everything that I don't need anymore like my WiiU, My 3DS, My Games into Ebay, take the money from it for investments! I will rather sell it a bit lower, than to have 0€ in my hands.
5.) Now that everything is done, all i need to do is shower daily, put new cloths on, put them to the side and wash the cloths every 3 days and repeat ironing! Clean my bed and room once a week! Yes i'ts over kill, but it's better than doing it every month..And NO my skin won't get dry from showering everyday, i did that back in my days for months..i still have smooth skin.
REAL 5.) CREATE A youtube idea! Nothing else. Look at the idea from every perspective of how many views they get, how their content looks like and if you can do it better or not, YOU CAN? GOOD, than let's fking go!
6.) Create a Profile Name, Picture, Logo, Social Medias. Don't take tooo much time for it! Whole setup? Maximum 3hours!
7.) Create 10-15Minute videos or 15-45sec shorts in horizontal mode. Maybe both for Youtube short, Tiktok, Instagram. But also real videos! IF it takes 3hours for 1 video who gives a shit, just do it!
8.) Fk off, with 8.) You don't need to care about anything else at this point just do 7, hence and repeat, upload it, repeat, upload it repeat.
For how long? Until you have 50 Videos at least. Like seriously, why do you need traffic if you have no content? Why do you want to go viral if there is no content afterwards to sub for anyway? YOU DUMBFCK, stick to what you said stick TO 7! Just do it!
UPDATES:
DAY 1:
Well let's start cleaning up my mess before I die and it's too late.
P.S.: I don't care what people think, as i said this is a diary for myself to keep it up, to follow the words i said and do the things i promised myself, my motives might be selfish, because i benefit from it while making others happy..but what else should I do?
And I don't mind it if you delete it..I'll make a Txt for myself as well..to hold it up no matter what.
Oh Also I'm 28 Years old and From Germany
I'll start a new life, I'm fed up with my own lazy ass. And become a Millionaire by the end of 2021. I don't want to get rich for cars, materalistic things or just to brag about it but rather to help others in need, help those out, who have no clean water supply, no real food..those who no ones listens too, you can change things from the outside, but you can change way more from the inside. I had a stable income thanks to BHW and other websites..but it all broke down last year, and i lost nearly everything if my parents and my girlfriend weren't there for me.
I didn't lose everything, because of drugs, not because of a disease..no just because I'm a complete fuckup. Which needs to end now!
I have brought myself into this situation, so I'll get out of this mess with my own hands bleeding until I cry for my mommy to hold, while no one is there to hear me scream.
Things I'll keep:
My Family. My Girlfriend. My 41k€ish debts, duh ~
Things I'll change:
My attitude like (Not wanting to stand up early, not wanting to clean myself)
My habbits like (Never keeping promises, never ending things)
My emotions like (Being a smartass, rather than helping others because of my own pride)
My Goals of 2021:
Become rich, by doing whatever it takes!
Not only reading books, but learning and studying them!
Achieving new skills!
Being a better Boyfriend, Son and Brother!
Stoping with all my BS that I tell myself everyday!
Overcoming my debts!
Looking out for my health, going to treat my teeth properly, cancer check and everything else that is necessary to have healthy body to survive longer, just so i can achive my goals!
How do I want to Achieve it?
This is where it gets complicated.
There are more oppertunities to make money on the internet than Skittle, M&M and Jelly Bean flavors, so which one should I pick?
Because I don't like any of them.
1) Making a Youtube Channel takes around 2 Months at least to have a rather "ok" passive Income.
2) Making a website takes around the same amount of time if not longer.
3) Using social Media(quora,9gag etc.) to sell things, can bring me money short wise in, but won't last long until it's satturated.
4) Working at McDonalds would at least pay 13€ an hour..but I would lose valuable time.
5)Working as a freelancer would mean to learn a new skill, get good at it, build a social media platform around it, and sell my "goodis".
6) Nothing, but scamming others and being a complete dick with immoral standarts just so i can benefit from it..which i never want to do again, i exploited rich companies back in my day and i want never to go back to those.
So all in all, I don't know.
I have good editing skills, i can make ads, animation videos..funny skits, gameplays and game throughs, i can do so much and yet never really used it for anything.
I can learn everything i want to, but always went lazy on it, because what would it be worth for if i die anyway?
Thanks or reading.
REAL PART:
How I'm going to start:
1.) Clean my room, "not just the oh paper here but seriously clean it, wash it"
2.) Clean myself "Hygene, do my nails, pick my eyebrow (yes as a boy) wash my face, use a fking mask to clean my pores, take a shower not a bath.)
3.) Wash all of my clothes, Dry them and Iron them properly and put them back.
4.) Put everything that I don't need anymore like my WiiU, My 3DS, My Games into Ebay, take the money from it for investments! I will rather sell it a bit lower, than to have 0€ in my hands.
5.) Now that everything is done, all i need to do is shower daily, put new cloths on, put them to the side and wash the cloths every 3 days and repeat ironing! Clean my bed and room once a week! Yes i'ts over kill, but it's better than doing it every month..And NO my skin won't get dry from showering everyday, i did that back in my days for months..i still have smooth skin.
REAL 5.) CREATE A youtube idea! Nothing else. Look at the idea from every perspective of how many views they get, how their content looks like and if you can do it better or not, YOU CAN? GOOD, than let's fking go!
6.) Create a Profile Name, Picture, Logo, Social Medias. Don't take tooo much time for it! Whole setup? Maximum 3hours!
7.) Create 10-15Minute videos or 15-45sec shorts in horizontal mode. Maybe both for Youtube short, Tiktok, Instagram. But also real videos! IF it takes 3hours for 1 video who gives a shit, just do it!
8.) Fk off, with 8.) You don't need to care about anything else at this point just do 7, hence and repeat, upload it, repeat, upload it repeat.
For how long? Until you have 50 Videos at least. Like seriously, why do you need traffic if you have no content? Why do you want to go viral if there is no content afterwards to sub for anyway? YOU DUMBFCK, stick to what you said stick TO 7! Just do it!
UPDATES:
DAY 1:
Well let's start cleaning up my mess before I die and it's too late.
P.S.: I don't care what people think, as i said this is a diary for myself to keep it up, to follow the words i said and do the things i promised myself, my motives might be selfish, because i benefit from it while making others happy..but what else should I do?
And I don't mind it if you delete it..I'll make a Txt for myself as well..to hold it up no matter what.
