i fucked up

[Ente123]

hi guys, in the past days i realised that i fucked up
all i wanted to do 2 years ago was to make enough money to move out from this shitty town, to start a new life after i finish highschool etc
i made more money that i could imagine but i blew it up on cars and other shit
i was so good with saving money as long as I read books but someday in 2019 i stopped learning new things and i started to fuck up
i gave a friend $1500 bcs he said he need the money for something medical, he lied to me and i still didn't got all the money from him
then i bought a car, sucked a lot of money from me
got into a toxic relationship
car started to broke down
i spent almost 4000$ on gas in 8 months
bcs of that toxic relationship i didn't worked anymore on my projects and my CPA Journey ended this year in may, which was one of my biggest projects
again, i fucked up
before I made any big money with internet marketing I thought how can you be so dumb to blow up the money on stupid shit? here i am.. i spent 70% of my money on stupid things
everything started to go down from july 2019 until now
i thought i will change in 2020 but i fucked up more and more and more
i still have some money saved, i still blew up money on cars (i got a new project but i think i will stop it) and i hope i can make a good business again
sorry for the long post but i really wanted to write my story somewhere

I try to leave the toxic people and get back to work on my business projects.

Please, if you got some advices of how can I get my life back in track, I will appreciate it.

 

[Stiletto]

sorry to hear that mate, but as long as you learn from it and don't repeat it maybe it was a lesson you had to learn like this and not further in life.

 

[Songhort]

You're still very young and probably had real money for the first time. It's normal to go crazy a bit in this situation. Just learn from it. Have one business bank account and one for your private needs. Pay yourself a small salary every month that's enough to cover your basic expenses. The rest you invest back into the business or into safe investments like an ETF.

 

[Ente123]

sorry to hear that mate, but as long as you learn from it and don't repeat it maybe it was a lesson you had to learn like this and not further in life.

i hope so, i really fucked up this year but I really want to change from now , not from 2021.
maybe i'll come to this topic next year and write some good things about 2021

 

[Razentyler]

Meditate and Accept that you are responsible for whatever happened.Our body naturally never takes the responsibility based on our subconsious,Consiously take responsibility and you will get control of the situation.

 

[Deleted member 1107112]

Once there is life
There is HOPE
Hope you learnt your lesson

 

[theHypervisor]

Bro you making $$$$ so it’s not entirely bad. i’m making like 250 bucks a month :- /

 

[Ente123]

You're still very young and probably had real money for the first time. It's normal to go crazy a bit in this situation. Just learn from it. Have one business bank account and one for your private needs. Pay yourself a small salary every month that's enough to cover your basic expenses. The rest you invest back into the business or into safe investments like an ETF.

Thanks a lot. 1 year and a half ago i started to make real money, until recently. At first I put everything in my bank account and didn't spent a cent, then suddenly i bought a new car, new laptop, new shit i didn't even needed.
Thank for your tips, I will try to make a separate bank account for business.

Meditate and Accept that you are responsible for whatever happened.Our body naturally never takes the responsibility based on our subconsious,Consiously take responsibility and you will get control of the situation.

I totally forgot about meditation, self awarness and spending time with myself. Thanks!

Once there is life
There is HOPE
Hope you learnt your lesson

I thought I learnt my lesson a few months ago when I wrote myself a letter about my mistakes but i learnt nothing from it, now i'm aware that i really need to change, I hope i will learn my lesson before i fuck up even more

Bro you making $$$$ so it’s not entirely bad. i’m making like 250 bucks a month :- /

Keep grinding man, I started to make money online in 2013 and I didn't make over 200$ until 2017.
I really wanted to gave up Internet marketing in 2017, all my projects were failures.
I thought of going to college, get a degree and live a normal life with a normal job
Then, I tried one last time, a new project. I know it sounds clichee but this 'last' project just blew up and I made a lot of money
I was HUNGRY for the money, I wanted a lot more and I started to make more money that i could imagine i'll made at that age

Just don't give up, I tried a lot of things, 99% were failures but these 1% of the projects, made my life a lot better