Is it worth living anymore?

Im 25. My job got closed in October. Online money methods havent worked at all for me. They dont learn you anything. Im in a worse situation than yours, having health problems too but I never thought of ending the life . Just give it another try man. Im still figuring what to do too but I wont give up and ill keep trying
 
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Really?? How irresponsible are you to want death when your family at that condition.

The first step for your situation is. Start with helping yourself, try meditate for 10-15 minute after you calm, star listing what you have, no matter how small it is, than see what you can improve(example have roof for sleep, have time for internet acess, etc) than find how to leverage what you have for your situation.
Example, you stay at home have internet acess etc, than you can make a post in crwodfunding site for your brother illness, do some publication, learn how to publicize it, how to make the crowdfunding suceed.

Remember no on will help you, if you doesn't want to help yourself. When you start helping yourself, and struggle, than you will start see the possibility. I suggest you to read journey section the pinned one.
 
If you have the discipline to do this, you'll will rewire your neurochemistry and will feel much better.

Exercise 5 or 6 times each week for about 1 hour each day. If you can do weight training with machines/free-weights this will make you feel the best. If you can't access a proper gym, do anything - this could be abs one day, push ups the next day, bicep curls with something heavy the 3rd day, then repeat for the 2nd half of the week.

It's not about building up, it's about endorphins - you will feel so much better from doing this.

The other thing you should really try to do is to meditate every day. Look up some youtube videos on meditation, or if you can get it get the headspace app. Meditation, if you do it consistently, will work to calm your mind, and even when you're not meditating you will feel mentally stronger and be able to deal with life better.

If you're serious about considering suicide, what do you have to lose? Nothing mate. Do exercise 6 times a week and meditation every day for 2 weeks and you will feel completely different.

Remember that perspective is what makes people feel pain or not feel pain. If you feel internally positive then you can deal with feeling unfulfilled with your life, and will make positive changes to become more satisfied. If you feel internally negative or chaotic, you will suffer a lot harder when things aren't going the way you want them to.

Please consider trying this before you make any other decision.
 
First of all I would recommend you to look for professional help. Lots of hotlines, chats etc., which can help you.

My personal recommendation is: Break free of everything which holds you back, puts too much pressure on you and makes you feel depressed. I know its hard, but if your parents are fucking you up entirely and even give you suicidal thoughts you will to escape, otherwise it might destroy your life.

Its your life, don't let others decide. Don't crack under pressure. If your parents are threatening you, force you for anything etc. they are not good for you.

But as I said: You better talk to someone professional. This is an internet marketing forum.
 
I know it can sound funny - but try to do some martial art - it helped me a lot, iv been there mate, please stay positive and try to find some good things in your life, and be patience - everything will come to you at the right time.
 
First off all believe, that everything is possible, and can change within a minute. (it might be hard to grasp, but i have seen this happen more than once in my life)

It all comes down to your mindset, and sometimes you can't even control your feelings and your'e feeling helpless. that pass with time, just be strong.

Why is it worth living? because you learned to code just because you "wanted to", i had this in the back of my head for years and i still can't code,

So lets start with the fact your'e smart and you are not lazy. something that people who really love themselves cant buy with money.

Aimless coding is just another type of slavery in my opinion, but if you would be able to relax and focus for a few days, i am sure you can make something worthwhile.
 
Everyone has to go through tough times, brother. That defines you later on when you turn rich. Grind during your day job & build passive income streams.
 
see Nick Vujicic , i bet you are far far far more lucky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
Get some physical exercize and get off the internets.

Mental health is as important as body health.

Do some pushups and stuff. Stay safe.
 
bartosimpsonio said:
Get some physical exercize and get off the internets.

Mental health is as important as body health.

Do some pushups and stuff. Stay safe.
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Guy is suicidal, gets recommended pushups - seems legit
 
Your current problem isn’t the money. Cut the toxic people around you now and find something your passionate about is what seems to be the main problem.
 
Hi,

It is completely normal to have these kind of thoughts. Almost everyone is going through this but the best we can do is HANG IN THERE. There is no better option but to hope for the best and hope that world wiould be a better place once this is over
 
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