I am back and it feels good.

[freakymonday]

Where was I? I was away from BHW for more than 2 years.

Without going into the details - around that time I closed the deal, got paid and I made a several bad decisions and what followed was chain of events that nearly ended me.
I was in a bad place, worst of the worst. I was at my lowest. I didn't have a purpose and I nearly gave up. Most of the days I was Hungry, cold and homeless.
The people I thought were my friends, they didn't help me, not even once-although I helped them so many times. I don't trust anyone any more.

However I chose to fight. I tried lots of jobs and finally I got 1 I am holding to it. Been working permanently for more than 1 year now.
In a week I am up for promotion.
I got roof over my head and food.
And soon I am starting IM again.

Thanks guys. Hope everyone is doing fine.

 

[awesomewebsites]

Welcome back. Hope you will hit harder this time.

 

[Nut-Nights]

Cool story bro, Welcome Back on BHW.

 

[freakymonday]

Welcome back. Hope you will hit harder this time.

Thank you. I am not ashamed of what happened to me. It was life changing lesson and until I be alive I will always remember my lowest time and all the things we take for granted. There are so many homeless people and every each one of them deserves 2nd chance. It doesn't matter if it's drugs alcohol, bankruptcy or just bad luck and loss of willpower. Every human life is special and if you are willing to do so you can help someone in need. I remember when I was in bad place I didn't have no one, my family was 2000 miles away and I had no friends to ask for help. I remember one day I bought enough pills to end it. I went to river, sat down watched sunset and took them little bottles of pills out of my bag. That was it I thought. But then boat went past on the river, you know the long canal boats and on it was family, kids, dogs, and they looked so damn happy and I thought if I will end this now I will never have a chance to have a family. A chance. Chance to live my life and be happy. So that boat saved my life.

 

[SEOzack]

Thank god for boats.

 

[The Universe Legend]

Welcome back bro ♡. This story is a source of motivation for me.
Glad to hear that you worked hard till you control things back in your life. Now you got a very important experience, now you know the real friends from the fake.. Now, you are much stronger to face new problems...

Stick to your job, but don't rely on it 100%, try to find a part time job to get more money and also to have a solution in case you get fired from the first one (always be prepared for the worst situation).

Also, do a small research here, I'd recommend to see the journey section and to see what guys here are doing and to do the same things. IM will help you to get some extra money. In case you have some questions about IM methods.. feel free to PM me, as I know maybe things might look different for you after a year.

Good luck! ♡♡

 

[The Universe Legend]

Thank you. I am not ashamed of what happened to me. It was life changing lesson and until I be alive I will always remember my lowest time and all the things we take for granted. There are so many homeless people and every each one of them deserves 2nd chance. It doesn't matter if it's drugs alcohol, bankruptcy or just bad luck and loss of willpower. Every human life is special and if you are willing to do so you can help someone in need. I remember when I was in bad place I didn't have no one, my family was 2000 miles away and I had no friends to ask for help. I remember one day I bought enough pills to end it. I went to river, sat down watched sunset and took them little bottles of pills out of my bag. That was it I thought. But then boat went past on the river, you know the long canal boats and on it was family, kids, dogs, and they looked so damn happy and I thought if I will end this now I will never have a chance to have a family. A chance. Chance to live my life and be happy. So that boat saved my life.

I'm so happy that you didn't choosed the wrong choice. You're a true motivation for people who are complaining about their situation.

I hope everything will go well for you. Things are gonna get better.. ♡

 

[freakymonday]

Welcome back bro ♡. This story is a source of motivation for me.
Glad to hear that you worked hard till you control things back in your life. Now you got a very important experience, now you know the real friends from the fake.. Now, you are much stronger to face new problems...

Stick to your job, but don't rely on it 100%, try to find a part time job to get more money and also to have a solution in case you get fired from the first one (always be prepared for the worst situation).

Also, do a small research here, I'd recommend to see the journey section and to see what guys here are doing and to do the same things. IM will help you to get some extra money. In case you have some questions about IM methods.. feel free to PM me, as I know maybe things might look different for you after a year.

Good luck! ♡♡

Thank you. That's what is all about - communication and support of each other. We don't even know each other, never met before and you showing me support and I do appreciate that.

Thank god for boats.

 

[The Universe Legend]

Thank you. That's what is all about - communication and support of each other. We don't even know each other, never met before and you showing me support and I do appreciate that.

Of course bro. Me and all the readers should say "thank you" to you. Cause actually you are giving us a big motivation.
You're an amazing person, and if you are strong enough to go through this situation, I believe that you will be able to do whatever you want. Good luck bro <3

 

[EddieN]

You're a fighter. You fought. You won.
I don't know you but I admire your strength. I'm sure you will make your life as you wish to.
Nothing to feel ashamed here. In fact is totally the opposite. Keep your head high.

 

[Compazz]

Where was I? I was away from BHW for more than 2 years.

Without going into the details - around that time I closed the deal, got paid and I made a several bad decisions and what followed was chain of events that nearly ended me.
I was in a bad place, worst of the worst. I was at my lowest. I didn't have a purpose and I nearly gave up. Most of the days I was Hungry, cold and homeless.
The people I thought were my friends, they didn't help me, not even once-although I helped them so many times. I don't trust anyone any more.

However I chose to fight. I tried lots of jobs and finally I got 1 I am holding to it. Been working permanently for more than 1 year now.
In a week I am up for promotion.
I got roof over my head and food.
And soon I am starting IM again.

Thanks guys. Hope everyone is doing fine.

i have been there mate. i can honestly say i wore the same shoe. the most important thing is you got back to your feet and learn from it this time around you have learnt its noting but experience, but remember making the same mistake twice is not a mistake but a choice. from an ex girlfriend stealing almost half a mil from my bank leaving me completely broke i had to sell my stuffs to pay the bills and rent for a year to no one helping me, friends avoiding me. people i did everything for without expectation it changes me i now value money more than before. yes your right it gives you trust issues but in the end you have to protect your self. I choose to fight and leave the past behind and things got way better seeing your post reminded me what i went through.Good Luck

 

[freakymonday]

i have been there mate. i can honestly say i wore the same shoe. the most important thing is you got back to your feet and learn from it this time around you have learnt its noting but experience, but remember making the same mistake twice is not a mistake but a choice. from an ex girlfriend stealing almost half a mil from my bank leaving me completely broke i had to sell my stuffs to pay the bills and rent for a year to no one helping me, friends avoiding me. people i did everything for without expectation it changes me i now value money more than before. yes your right it gives you trust issues but in the end you have to protect your self. I choose to fight and leave the past behind and things got better seeing your post reminded me what i went through.Good Luck

Thank You. I see that you had a tough situation. Money can make people do unimaginable things. Greed takes over and it doesn't matter if your are husband, wife or mother. People will steal from loved ones and won't loose any sleep over it. It makes me sick.

 

[davids355]

Thank you. I am not ashamed of what happened to me. It was life changing lesson and until I be alive I will always remember my lowest time and all the things we take for granted. There are so many homeless people and every each one of them deserves 2nd chance. It doesn't matter if it's drugs alcohol, bankruptcy or just bad luck and loss of willpower. Every human life is special and if you are willing to do so you can help someone in need. I remember when I was in bad place I didn't have no one, my family was 2000 miles away and I had no friends to ask for help. I remember one day I bought enough pills to end it. I went to river, sat down watched sunset and took them little bottles of pills out of my bag. That was it I thought. But then boat went past on the river, you know the long canal boats and on it was family, kids, dogs, and they looked so damn happy and I thought if I will end this now I will never have a chance to have a family. A chance. Chance to live my life and be happy. So that boat saved my life.

Amen to that brother. Welcome back to bhw and here’s to the good times.

 

[freakymonday]

Amen to that brother. Welcome back to bhw and here’s to the good times.

I truly appreciate it.

 

[resickh]

Welcome back. Im sorry for what happened to you.You will absolutely kick it this time. Good luck buddy.

 

[deal with it]

dont get into this "I don't trust anyone any more" mindset. Its ok some people were like that.

 

[Papaproxy]

Good luck on the road ahead!

 

[mhtro]

I GET WET

Glad to see you around again

 

[Nightguy]

That's good to hear man, wish you the best of luck in your new journey. Everyday is a gift, no matter how bad is my day i always take a step back relax and be grateful for being 6 feet above the surface and not 6 feet below. Because if you are alive you can do things that you have not yet imagine.

 

[BHSEONewb]

Welcome back! Some of the biggest successes have fallen hard before rising to the top.