Take into consideration that if you had taken that money from cigarettes and put it into your savings, you would have had $8760, probably $9000 with added interest. That's $9000 down the drain, now instead of thinking about what you wasted in the last two years, think about what you could save in the next 2 years. The next 2 years after that, and after that, etc. If you stop now, then you will have $9000 more in the bank in 2 years. Ofc it's hard to quit cold turkey so i recommend getting an ecig and slowly lowering your nic amount. Drop it by 10% each month, every 2 months, whatever you feel comfortable with. Eventually you'll stop and think, why am i even using this, it feels like a chore at this point and you'll throw the whole thing away. Good luck.