Mom, you gave me everything, but now f*uck you, I am leaving you and starting to talk sh*t about you. Seems that lot's of that kind of attitude lately, not lately, all the time same stuff. Who cares if some old member starts to cry and leaves the forum. Old, reputable, executive, admin starts to think that BHW owes to them something or that they have the rights to continuously make some bucks through BHW ... the truth is that BHW is just a business, like all the others. You are not going to dictate the terms to other businesses, even if you are an old customer. I have been member since 2009 and have never even thinked to start some cryings here, even when I felt that BHW have acted like a clown. Sorry, but I always say what I think and some beers also. If you are an old member, then of course, things have been happening over the years. Some of my things, that have been happening over the years, but never started the "crying thread" : 1. Ok, I was drunk and insulted some mods, but that was very nasty thing, which they did with my avatar because I LOVE MY AVATAR PIC 2. About 6 years ago or so, was very popular topic that all the e-books are totally junk. That's probably the truth also, but because of that, I wanted to write something good. Back then, I was making very ok earnings (of course, the extra money from e-book was also my plan), but more important was, that I can say to myself, that I have been writing/selling book myself. The e-book was named Trafficsource V.1. and it was just three A4 sheet long and cost was $125, if I remember right. One BHW mod (now banned) replied to me, that I am stupid to sell such a short e-book for $125 and suggest to me, that I am more suitable in Digital Point forum Yes, usually people are selling e-books with 20-50 A4s, but if you think that my book was some random junk, then you are wrong. It involved 3 methods: adding FB friends, sending emails and FB event invites and there weren't any limitations how much you are doing that daily - good old days. Anyway, sold that e-book, about 30 copies, in another forum and was still happy. Not because of sales, but now I can say to myself, that I have been writing a book, and the buyers were more happier than me. The forum where I was selling that book was very small one, if could sell it on BHW, then I guess at least 300 copies. I didn't sell this book in BHW, another copycat was. Ohh, such a long thread already, didn't planned that, but if started, then need to finish. Hope you will understand about my English, don't have time to check my grammar and fix the mistakes. 3. So, I was Jr.Executive and had pretty lot's of money from my own business and selling traffic to others businesses, not in BHW. Even posted some fa-fa BHW thread also https://www.blackhatworld.com/seo/new-car-i-am-happy-thank-you-bhw.486622 That was after the ebook (you may make some googling and look yourself). I am mentionig this, because back then, it was very popular to post some fancy thread on BHW and after that start to sell something. So, everything was done...no debts anymore, business was going pretty much automatically, plenty of cash/girls and then was coming fu*cking hell of partying continuously with lot's of alcohol/drugs and finally ended up in jail. Drinking-high driving and didn't stopped until the police destroyed my wheels ... it's absolutely amazing, how long you can drive with empty tires. It's probably normal when 5 different police cars are chasing someone in USA/UK etc., but not in my country. Don't worry, the chasing speed was just max. 40km/h and there weren't any danger to others. Slow police chasings with gypsy girl next to me and since in my car I have only one CD (Queen - my favourite band), then I put the song "Don't stop me now" and it played 2.5 times. Next day, when I was sober, hell of hangover, police said that I am not normal human being. Honestly, I am absolutely polite and nice person when I am sober. Ok, long story short, was sitting in jail for 3 months and after that, when logging in BHW, then realized that I am not Jr.Executive anymore. So, I asked from admin, why I am not Executive anymore and the answer was, that I haven't contributed anything good lately. I didn't even start to reply/explain why so and so, and not even thought to start a "cry thread". Probably, the problem wasn't, because I didn't post some good stuff, but probably because I was making some drinking/high-postings. They just didn't want to insult me No, don't think now that this thread plan is for me to get back to Jr.Executives...let's kill it right away...I am drinking now more than I used to be. The meaning of this thread is: stop the cryings, when you can't earn some bucks through the forum and you are disappointed. It's so silly. I am living in a bad EU country, where lot's of people (also 2 of my friends) are died because of fentanyl problem. That's the minute, when you may cry!