Won't Hurt Me

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DOCKERYARD UPDATE
I worked on dockeryard for the last 6 months. I have spent almost all of my free time on it. Today, it's dead. It's dead without even having a single client. I do not know if I made the right choice. But I found it hard to see it as something that would be different from existing solutions like railway and fly.io and beneficial to the industry as a whole. I couldn't find a single argument but "cheaper", which never leads to successful outcomes. I tried rebranding, niching down, taking the minimal approach, none of it clicked. That's why I am writing this. I am disheartened, I feel as if a part of me died today.

Part of me feels like I've surrendered, like I didn't have the guts to see it through. Maybe I'm just rationalizing, but I saw the mountain ahead - that was going to be an uphill battle against extremely well-funded established players. Better to dig a foxhole than die on a hill that isn't worth taking. And perhaps that's the real victory here - not the glory of the charge, but the wisdom to know when to walk away.

I had dreamed dockeryard would be my escape hatch - something that would get me out of the shithole I'm in right now, something that would make me rich. But sometimes our desperation for a way out can blind us to reality. That's okay. That's growth. I know better now.

ME SECTION
If you noticed, it is what it is. Sometimes it happens.

No random actions, none that are not based on the underlying principles.

Our soul is the most reliable sanctuary we have. Don't try to get away from it all into the country, to the beach, or somewhere else. Do quick renewals, don't withdraw from the world as a whole.

Humans are rational beings, and we have to support each other. Patience is necessary and no one errs willingly. Remember of all those who envied, fought, and hated and been buried.

Remember emptiness of the applauding hands and size of the place you take up. That's where any reputations exist.

External things cannot truly touch the soul. It all comes from our interpretations.

Change is the only constant.

"The most important conversations you'll ever have are the ones you'll have with yourself. You wake up with them, you walk around with them, you go to bed with them, and eventually you act on them. Whether they be good or bad. We are all our own worst haters and doubters because self doubt is a natural reaction to any bold attempt to change your life for the better."
David Goggins
 
Jeez...don't be so hard on yourself @thekhair ~ read back over your intro post here and keep the faith. I don't understand much about making money with new online ventures, but I do know (from the pro's on BHW) that it really doesn't happen overnight. Hope your luck turns and keep being a great wordsmith ~ maybe that's an avenue you could explore...best of luck
 
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After some thought and, aligning with my analytical desire to process large amounts of data. And taking into account the solitude I want while maintaining smaller number of relationships. Within electrical engineering, I'm drawn to Power Electronics for Data Centers and Computing Systems and High-Efficiency Server Power Systems. That's what I will dig towards and that's where my interests in EE lie. For starters, I am aiming to build a small setup for 10W PSU with efficiency rating of >97%.

Then, my interest in philosophy and works like Robert Greene's has led me to start OzinOzin (details forthcoming). I am excited about this.

We share our thoughts, we can pass them around. Which means we share our reason. And if reason is shared, then rational principles guiding human action must also be universal. This creates a common law binding of all humanity. Our true state then must be the world itself, the network of our subconscious minds. Then the humanity itself is that network, and from that collective existence emerge thought, reasoning, and morals. Just as nothing arises from void or returns to nothingness, our consciousness must have a deeper source.
 
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After some thought and, aligning with my analytical desire to process large amounts of data. And taking into account the solitude I want while maintaining smaller number of relationships. Within electrical engineering, I'm drawn to Power Electronics for Data Centers and Computing Systems and High-Efficiency Server Power Systems. That's what I will dig towards and that's where my interests in EE lie. For starters, I am aiming to build a small setup for 10W PSU with efficiency rating of >97%.

Then, my interest in philosophy and works like Robert Greene's has led me to start OzinOzin (details forthcoming). I am excited about this.

We share our thoughts, we can pass them around. Which means we share our reason. And if reason is shared, then rational principles guiding human action must also be universal. This creates a common law binding of all humanity. Our true state then must be the world itself, the network of our subconscious minds. Then the humanity itself is that network, and from that collective existence emerge thought, reasoning, and morals. Just as nothing arises from void or returns to nothingness, our consciousness must have a deeper source.
Connections …. lots of deep thinking there and seems like today’s journey was better than yesterday’s
 
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Did more research into ozinozin. I will start with simple articles, newsletters. Then it will evolve into █████.
Got myself the domain name ozinozin.com too.

Setup some simple k3s cluster, have deployed qdrant and postgres in there. Working on solid GO backend at the moment too, just to have a great foundation to build upon in the future. Just using the same technology stack over and over again is an efficiency, speed and power amplifier.

We are made of basic elements that don't disappear but transform and become part of other things. Death is not an embarrassing thing; it's a natural process. Death is not an offence to reason or our nature, it's an integral part of how nature works.
 
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So more about this whole ozinozi thing. It's practically a one man brand. Given all the constraints I have:
- I want to do my EE studies and do power electrical engineering as I mentioned before
- And I want do something that will make sure I have good money by the time I graduate
- By the time I graduate I have voenkom enlistement, which is mandatory. But you can avoid it if you want, so I either have to keep a low profile or move to a different country.
- And by the time I finish my studies I am not sure if I want to see the same people in my life. It's been some since I had it in my mind, to finally be by myself. We will see.

I want to create guides, books, and merch as part of this whole exercise. Newsletters, book recommendations, learning tools/courses, productivity tools. Small group workshops.

The whole thing is to help people find meaning and reason in their lives. And for me to write and express myself, I want to eventually add more features on top and create that unique creation.

Anyone who wants aboard, and has great SMM, SEO or marketing skills, here is my email, [email protected]. I want to grow and have great desire to do so, and I would love to have good people to create a team.


People are phenomena. Just like planets, you don't change them. You just accept them as they are.

Choose not to be harmed and you won't be. Don't feel harmed, and you haven't been.
 
So, it doesn't make much sense to post here for me anymore and I am trying to do only what's needed.

+ the demographic of this forum is not something that satisfies me.

Good luck to y'all. And here is my x.com
https://x.com/oziandozi
 
At first though, I wanted it to be like the first experience. I am not the same person anymore, I suppose there would be a good explanation in the things that have happened to me. When I started the first thread, I was a different person. I truly believe all is for the best, but it surprises me how much has changed in me. Fundamentals are always the same, but upstream, it's a constant reformation of branches, and lower levels solidify not as fast but I can see it happening. I did a blog on lowendtalk as well, I got a lot of hate there for striving for more and being better. Which improved me and allowed me to understand my own hatred and jealousy so much better. From blackhatworld, I took one lesson, don't do the things that are not worth pursuing, or you will be just like everyone else in here. If it's easy, leave it to someone else. And pay close attention to principle of CENTS, especially the E, entry. It has to be hard enough for 99.9% of people not to be able to do it. Be it investment wise, confidence wise or knowledge wise. But you have to do something that doesn't have a solution. Doing something just to make it cheaper never leads to prosperous business at the end. You need monopoly, for the baby to prosper. In conditions of perfect competition margins are a limit approaching zero.

Connections …. lots of deep thinking there and seems like today’s journey was better than yesterday’s

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About the return, I think bhw is a great place to seek for resellers of sorts. So maybe that will work, let's see.
 
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