Why do I still see you? (Why am I still here?)

Realistically I created a thread which was blown way out of proportion, and it wasn't meant the way people read it out to be.

I've listened to the people who had something to say negatively/positively (in their/my opinion.)

(Aka: take a break from the internet, take a break from social media, don't take black hat world so seriously - it's just a forum - so don't make it your life, and much more.)

My main post of the thread I created called "this may be the last time you see me on BlackHatWorld"

Was realistically because a few reasons

1) I've met alot of people on here who I helped, or they helped me. As a Canadian - we say goodbye to the people we are "good" with (aka: associates/online friends). And it was posted in the lounge for people who cared. I understand BHW bumps things in the home feed - but that wasn't my concern. Saying goodbye to potential users who PMed me for help, commented for help, etc. - was my issue.

I get enough attention when I need it on other platforms, that's why I took a break here to prove a point easily. 89% of my posts are to help others. Ask mods.

It wasn't for attention, and there was no ill will, I can stop participating at any moment if I want/need.


2) I get emotional & type alot (y'all know this by now.. but it contributes to my good ideas/vents here)

3) DD couldn't resolve my concerns, it was very upsetting on my part to be working/grinding for my usual 36+ hour (awake) shift, and see I got a warning... After contributing hundreds - if not thousands of hours on this forum.. to see a single thread/comment impact me as a whole. Bugs me..
I understand and agree with security measures, but im not here to profit.. that's not even my intention.. I was downgraded before I covered my BHW fee. It's been a loss since the beginning, if you don't count the knowledge/connections. And I kept grinding.

This warning is not just any warning to me.. not only am I scared senseless of being banned from such a beneficial community,
It contributes to a multiple of other factors I don't agree with - being placed against me.. preventing me from benefiting off this forum to its full potential for my "donation" (aka: fee) to contribute legitimate services which aren't available and the community needs

I enjoy the community.
I'm sure the mods are amazing people in-person, so I'd DD.
But on my end,
I feel my situation could've been solved with a "hey, don't do this".
I've never gotten introuble for the same reason here.
It's always something new, and there's lots of rules here in my opinion, Which causes difficultly for honest people like myself who couldve been shortlisted easily.
And aside from that - everyone has their own opinion on what specific issues are classified as. This is what causes "bucks" (aka: bosses/people in power) to butt heads.

I feel my situation could've been resolved easily, but I've yet to get a reply.

4) so I decided to listen to the public, take a break and recoup/plan. reread the rules, cool off, and do my part. Is this why we are all here? To live and learn?

I feel shit on for no reason.
But that shouldn't stop me from helping others... Right?

Edit: anyway, I'm now just here to chip in here & there! I won't be here much through. Pm me if you need help with Tik Tok for free!/etc.

Your Back

Most of the people here are noobs or barely make anything but act like a hot shot online.. who gives a fuck what these people think. Your reputation or post count here means Jack shit in how much money you make. Idk your story but just tell these people to eat your ass, log out, and make money. You dont become rich by being a cool guy here.

Pesa Man said:

Your Back

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I seen more positivity than negativity.

And I see more benefits, than disadvantages on BHW. Im taking my "farewell" post as an L & I'll continue on learning & earn my W

jeffr0 said:

Most of the people here are noobs or barely make anything but act like a hot shot online.. who gives a fuck what these people think. Your reputation or post count here means Jack shit in how much money you make. Idk your story but just tell these people to eat your ass, log out, and make money. You dont become rich by being a cool guy here.

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Precisely my point.
But,
In my opinion it wasn't the fact the opinionated people were noobs,
It was more so the fact they either never contributed to any of my threads & threw hate.
Or they were honest people who've helped me and gave me constructive criticism formed into their opinion.

So I've listened to both, and took a break, to enjoy life.

Now that the situation has cooled down for 1-2 weeks, I felt it was in my best interest to explain myself to people in a cool mind - before I begin contributing and defending myself in the future about ignorant criticism

Keep your chin up dude, thing will get better

Glad to see you're still here, fella TikTok-er!

I've received an infraction or two in here, don't take it personally. And in some forums, people are b*tchy, they'll report you for anything. Anyways, you feel bad in general, if I read that well. Try to do you. Work on feeling better. Try your best to make yourself be happy.

I wish you best of luck and hope you get there soon! Also... See you around.

I don't recognize you.

SpongeR0b said:

Keep your chin up dude, thing will get better

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Thank you!
I appreciate that

deedee1whoa said:

Glad to see you're still here, fella TikTok-er!

I've received an infraction or two in here, don't take it personally. And in some forums, people are b*tchy, they'll report you for anything. Anyways, you feel bad in general, if I read that well. Try to do you. Work on feeling better. Try your best to make yourself be happy.

I wish you best of luck and hope you get there soon! Also... See you around.

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Yeah! Since you do tik tok, maybe we can exchange ideas?
Also, thank you! I appreciate that

hatfromthewilds said:

I don't recognize you.

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Maybe, that could be a good thing?

You should probably open an account in some self help forum.

Feeling shit for no reason most of the time means depression.

bartosimpsonio said:

You should probably open an account in some self help forum.

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he just wants attention lol

unknownsmmers said:

Realistically I created a thread which was blown way out of proportion, and it wasn't meant the way people read it out to be.

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It was still out of line.

3) DD couldn't resolve my concerns

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Your post was outside the rules - the staff handled that properly.

I feel my situation could've been solved with a "hey, don't do this".

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I feel my situation could've been resolved easily, but I've yet to get a reply.

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Here is your reply - please do not post political or religious comments or open political or religious threads on BHW.

Dude, you could have handled yourself better with that warning and as opposed to kicking against the goads worked things into a discussion.

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