Mates, I love this place, this community, this whole ecosystem I should say.. I really hate to sound pitiful and desperate. I rarely feel this way. I'm 18 years old and I've decided to leave the house.. I hate being given the impression that I'm being done a favour in having shelter or food. I do respect the rules of the house, but I also believe that when a small area has been allocated to me, I've got the right to do whatever I want, provided I don't disturb anyone or anything beyond this area. Whether I want to make a circus, a zoo, a bin or a conference of that room, I feel I should be able to do it if I'm not disturbing anyone. I'm sick of being reminded who this house belongs to etc. If it's that way, they shouldn't have tagged that room as MINE.. I currently have no income. I have already written down my action plan which I had decided to put to execution one week after my exams (doing A-Levels, which finishes in one week). However I'm leaving the house, I don't know when I'll have internet access again. I prefer to live on the streets rather than living on terms and conditions. I'll stay here 1 week max.. If I don't have appropriate lodging by then, then I'll really go on the streets.. Also, I'm not giving up on anything. It's just gonna be harder.. Don't get me wrong. I'm not looking for advice, pity, or anything. Just wanted to share the pain with this BHW family. I love you mates..