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"Try and try Until you Die" Who the hell made this? My unsuccessful Story

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by scriptaty, Jan 7, 2009.

  1. scriptaty

    scriptaty Regular Member Premium Member

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    Well, first of all I would like to clear that I am not going to say you who made this slogan... I am thinking who the hell made this shit slogan? does he wants us to die with only try hahahahah... this is just a shit

    This is my full unsucces story... This is my biography. Hope someone will post this in Wikipedia...lol

    OK!

    So, I started and entered to online job and internet business without money. I started with $0 investment. Not $0, I think the money I paid in Cyber cafe should be counted in my investment. Ok, here goes my full unsuccess stories. I started withuot any knowledge except computer study in my school and college. I didn't have any knowledge in making money in Internet and had 0 knowledge in website business. I used to make some personal and my gang website with free templates I downloaded from OSWD.org. Time went on, and I completed my high School life passing 12. And with my completion of study in hugh school, the bad time came around. I was only left with trouble. For 1 year my parents tried to struggle with such case but with 1 year of try in vain we got some severe modes in our life. Better not to say anyone coz I know you are reading this with fun and don't want to read such case here and I too don't want to reveal what went on.... Lol. Don't think of anyone's death... everyone are alive till now... Let me continue..

    Along with high school, someone very special for me (surely my GF) left me... but what the hell...she didn't gave me any announcement on the topic neither she said me it...Till now she has not said me after 4 years but I know she already left me...With this tension and my family tension, time moved on...I tried to control myself but couldn't but also I became patient thinking Every one has his day (who is this another shit slogan maker?)... I started using some weed for whole as I could do nothing as I was just 17 and I diodn't have technical qualification and due to huge rate of unemployment rate in country (don't ask me which country ?) Time again moved on..it didn't wait for me and my family problem.. after 1 year that severe condition came up and ........................................ OK! that was enough and for to exist we did many things and I don't know how I got to know about adsense and I started Internet business with free subdomain.

    I was totally unknown about this thing and thought that Adsense pays us to click own ads...you know the result..I was banned. Again I started with another account with ame technique but with some experiment...this was also banned... But till this time I knew many things about Adsense like high paying keywords and many things. I thought of teaching others about this as I was somehow experienced with his and there were very few people known about this. I taught them about some adsense sharing websites and about friend finder. I used to make them free blogspot website with some rewrited content for them from wikipedia and teach them about some basic website marketing techniqes. I mad some bucks form there. But I wanted to do something myself. so, I made a partner and started my own office to teach this at very cheap price to attract people for marketing. Till this I started learning PHP and started to learn some other advance techniques and started learning form forums too. I thought I was doing good as I was making some money and had some long term dreams at that time... I again got engaged with another girl.. (What a shit, it happened me ~2 years loving her...but didn't proposed till now)... And time moved on... we had some freelancers in our hand but they were expensive so we couldn't get enough income and again bad time started...For this I got dissappeared from my house for around 6 months..

    After dispute got raised, we partedour business but I was unable to handle coz I had no manpower and I lost aroud $3000 in office which I brought from my income form another office and 60% loan. I sold all my things remained in my part to pay up loan but dcouldn't pay all the money..

    now, I had some ideas as I made some paypal money from social bokomarking but couldn't withdraw it as we were unsupported country. but also I got some experience in online freelance business and providing service to others at cheap price. In this way, I got one big project but they were scammer who got us to work but they always use to close their website and say us that we spammed their website and they got closed. this wentr for 2 weeks and once I did nothing and they again said us we spammed and I knew they want us to work for free and never wants to pay. so, I cancelled their escrow. I managed this work with my friend outsite the country with his team. but due to not paying we got our relation cold and I have never called him till now for his work.

    Now, it was already enough as I got some huge amount (surely huge in case of our country) of loan in my head and I had to pay interest but no icnome. So, I started learning about SEO and practice it with my new subdomain in my wordpress blog.. I thought I was doing nice and looked for the scope of SEO and found it to be most good job in Website business as it was high paying and I was also doing great.... And started my SEO career before 2 years ago with heavy study and practice. I got another project and got them in no. 1 for the keyword "offset mortgage". I was paid $700 very easily for that work adding bonus. After this I was too excited and started to work more hardly. I got some projects but you know freelancers like us get too low money due to competition with over-low service providers. But I can't be angry with them coz they are also working for living and their career. I started saying we are team with single man team myself so that they believe me. But there were not other like that client who paid me easily. I did around 3 jobs after that and didn't got nice review and pay. they were not satisfied with my jobs. May be I was bad in the work but also I think I did the work that much I was paid. But some clients are so unsatisfactory that they wanted me to do full work of their website below $100 which was not bad deal but most worst. After this, I started new campaigns in websmaster forum for per keyword jobs with my own technique..I didn some good and got some good reviews but at once I got banned without notice due to multiple accounts which I never had. The mistake I did was that I used shared computer without cleaning the cookies and temps. And I was banned. I was said scammer by some people there after I got banned but some were such guys whose work was completed and also they were saying me to refund coz I could only get them top position in Google for the 8 keywords out of 10 submitted. Why don't they know that this job is not 1005 guranteed. I can guarantee them if they are ready to pay above $10,000 like big companies do.....

    Till this I was again suffered from money crisis so I lend $400 with a online friend. I will never forget his help saying I will pay inside a month with other jobs. but this was too much coz I couldn't get job in GAf and other freelance website due to over population and too less payment. So, I again asked for another $400 for some jobs for him. He paid me but I was missed here and I coulds't success his beliefs for me. I was now another $800 loan. But he was so nice that and said me to pay only $400. But also after around three months I am unable. And I am again in same place from where I started except that now i have some experience and knowledge but with economic condition I am in same shit place I was before.

    And now I am with beginner SEO on-site optimization ebook but sales is 0. This is because everyone say that this is too basic. but I already wrote in sales pages that this is beginners ebook but also why are they again reading? I think there is nothing I left in ebook for Google On-site optimization except some advance topics. I was in need of money so I brought this ebook so fast else I was goingto make it likea course book...lol. And I promised them for life time upgrades... butalso no one is satisfied... surely I realise that was my mistake to bring such crap ebok and I am already dissappointed with that one.

    But also I have something right now :-
    - An account to work with an Indianapolis Website Optimization Company from which I can make $500+ per month but problem is that I don't have enough resource to work for it...But also around 1 week ago I invested $4 in resellergo and I made $36 from it and $12 is pending..that's great and I will be apid in 2nd week... I wanted to sell it too but I couldn't as it wasn't a popular thing.

    - I am Google evaluator getting paid $5.something per hour...But I can work maximum 20 hours a week and payment is slow and enough to pay my credit for Food.

    and major problem for this work to move on is that I can work only 6 hours per day (this is limit, I have to add my lunch etc everything in this timetable) due to some problems.

    Well, this is my true unsuccess story... hope you like it... And please do not post if you don't have anything good to say me.....Hope there was nothing for you to learn from my unsuccess story...lol

    At last, I didn't read it again so sorry for grammar and spelling mistakes...
     
  2. mrtornado

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    you should make a movie for this story I'm sure it would have great success on youtube :) I'm sorry maybe I'm harsh but I was ROTFL almost all the story :)
     
  3. coreygeer

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    You should start a blog or website talking about your story (And I would advise some proof-reading).

    Also, check out some of the stickies/methods in the forum because 6 hours a day is more than plenty and a lot more time than most people that at least I know of invest of their time into a business.

    I guarantee almost everyone has their own story on to how they failed the first steps of their IM Career. Hell.. one of the very first things I ever did about 3 years ago was I made an AdWords campaign, loaded up the most expensive keywords and linked directly to a Clickbank product. NO landing page.. NO capturing e-mails.. NO nothing, just direct affiliate link.

    I remember waking up and saying calmly.. "whoops" because it had charged me way more money than I had and I didn't make a single sale lol. Learn from your mistakes and learn from what didn't work in the past.. trust me.. they will serve as great stepping stones for the future.
     
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  4. shithappens

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    Well, I read it all. I liked it, I know it helps when you post this whole thing.

    One thing that I like is researching before entering in a market but not too much. That Adsense thing is surely an example of why I say this.

    I wish you will find a technique/niche/method that will be suitable for you.
     
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    if you don't have resources for web design, meaning software, there's a thread on here that explains how to activate any CS4 products. you might want to check that out, and implement the method described so that you can "borrow" those tools until you make enough money to purchase them.
     
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    Can I ask you which country are you from?
     
  7. scriptaty

    scriptaty Regular Member Premium Member

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    Thanks you all of you guys for supporting me and showing your support.

    If you are going to produce it then surely I am going to act...

    I also stated that I have to do other things too in that time epriod and Cyber is 15 mins far from my home... I had internet before buut it is now cut off....lol.. And today I loved this forum a lot.. and I was also little depressed for some very near coming troubles...so I wanted to be some light so... I posted this...And I still have confidence that I can still move on....

    I already own a website and it is doing good in my view and I think I catched nice niche..

    Thanks is for your try for me and your support. But I didn't mean resource for designing.. I meant I don't have network for link building and without network it is too hard to get backlinks. And don't say me about commentluv and others coz I am well known about them and forum posting...But the main thing is that my Indianapolis Company rejects bad links that are not related... And another resource is some money in paypal so that I could invest in Resellergo and make double I invest...very easy money..huh.. But also they have fixed budget for every job and we can't do automate or something else...I thnk it's fair co payment is also $2 per submission.

    already asked you not to ask for my country...Sorry for this...
     
  8. romioaa

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    Hi Scriptaty :),

    I read your story and I really like it, I would like to help you with your ResellerGo investment... Please let me know if you are interested :)
     
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    hey can i post your story in my blog? 99% think IM is glorious and overnite becomes guru and your story is real.
     
  10. scriptaty

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    It's too late reply.. But I am doing good nowadays and making some good amount.. Thanks BHW and all members