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Today was the first time I genuinely felt scared for my life like I was about to die

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by pewep, Apr 3, 2015.

  1. pewep

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    Hello beautiful people :),

    So it's around a full moon and during this time I always climax. Today was special to me. I woke up from such a beautiful spiritual dream where spirits were stimulating my heart chakra's energy. Then I had a long day and it was generally pleasant. However, today during meditation, I think I just finally passed lvl 1 (after 2 years woohoo!!). I felt profound energy in my:

    crown chakra
    third eye
    throat chakra
    heart chakra
    manipura chakra
    swadhisthana chakra
    root chakra

    Felt all of my major chakras, ALL OF THEM :D!!! Then I pumped up energy into my heart, third eye and manipura chakra. Was praying to God, etc... but then one moment I was really pushing that energy into manipura and I felt a very sharp jolt like a fucking wire just snapped. In fact it startled me out of my trance state and I screamed "OH GOD!"

    Also felt my spirit body starting to get out of my body - beginning with my head. At one point my astral body was facing one way and my physical body another. That was...interesting.

    Did some more meditation and honestly my manipura chakra started throwing out WAVES of energy to the point where my belly button and just above felt like somebody just stabbed it repeatedly with a hot needle.

    I was sleepy as hell before due to my long week but I feel wired.to.the.teeth. JESUS! I have so much energy inside of me right now, WAY more than I've had in a long time. I just did some telekinesis to cool off and of course that was rocking, quite nicely. Which is kind of funny because I had almost no energy earlier in the day. The entire experience was extremely scary, there's too much to really put it into words. The whole time I was thinking "please God let me live I want to see my mom again". Lol, oh man.

    Right now I can barely think straight because my crown chakra is so active I feel like I'm about to pass out, it's actually kind of a rush. Anyway, just wanted to update you folks. Have a pleasant day tomorrow!
     
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    I was actually worried that you hadn't created a thread this week yet, glad you did it today.
     
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    You should have your own tv show
     
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    Man don't they have a forum of people like you that will be interested in this? We clearly aren't.

    We want big face benji and thats all.
     
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    I also did cocaine this morning OP
     
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    im pretty sure final fantasy 16 for ps4 has something to do with peweps dreams

    in a galaxy far far away, shit thats starwars
     
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    Hahah, you're hilarious.

    You should rename yourself to "Derpak Chopra". :D
     
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    I just wanna say "its all in your brain" you already knew about this i guess you been reading (shity case studies) and now your brain is making you believe that you have just experienced it. Meditation is about getting close to GOD not becoming a marvel super hero. I bet you next thread is going to be "I can move things" as you have already made a thread about "I can see dead people"
     
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    Drugs are injurious for health, stop taking them.
     
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    I find the best way to meditate and energize my chakras is to pound a jug of bleach Amanda Todd style.
     
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    Uhhh its 6:44am here and I woke up about 2min ago, im still in bed and your post is so strange its making me question whether I'm actually awake or not. Can't you start posting errotic stories or something instead. And please dont tell me your 3rd eye is what I think it is....
     
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    just watch your anchortext ratio keep it under 3%
     
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    yea DMT will do that
     
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    Pewep, just let it all out at once.
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    You can try watching Avater, the animated Version, works great for Chakra.. and Pewep please, that stuff you post received 100% negative reviews Here on BHW, seeing from the comments above Mine.