kretchi
Junior Member
- May 8, 2018
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Hey, it's me again! 
You may remember me from my last journey (here) where I tried to automate accounts on instagram to make money with CPA offers and instagram repeatedly fucked me by deleting my accounts or triggering phone verifications often to the point that I got crazy about it and I gave up after a long time trying. Remember that?
WHAT HAPPENED AFTER THAT
I basically didn't venture into anything new venture after that (a big mistake!) and just tried to solve basic problems of everyday life that I had set aside, such as getting my driver's license, buying a car, and other things like that.
Not having any marketing venture to put my mind made me focus on just smoking weed and think about life and people around me, which threw me on depression cause I didn't realize how poor and miserable my life was!
My friends have never really been my friends and never helped me at all, in fact they have always put me down and discouraged me from anything I tried while they tried nothing at all. You may have already known this type of people, right?
Then one Saturday night, while I was in a surveillance tower at my base, I had a lapse of reason and an avalanche of thoughts hit me like a punch in the face.
I realized how much I was wasting my time with loser friends and forgetting about my family.
I got into debt and put my family in a situation I shouldn't have, and I felt a lot of guilt about that.
All the guilt that I felt was too much information for my head and I was thrown into depression quickly.
I spent several months in this situation, totally sad and hopeless,
just living one day at a time feeling self pity and thinking how miserable my life was,
Also I had no friends to advise me or even just talk to me and help me stand up again,
which made me smoke a lot more weed and develop a huge addiction. which made me even more depressed than before.
This addiction / depression lasted for several months and after numerous failed attempts to quit smoking,
I decided on November 27 that I would never smoke again. no matter what would happen next.
I had tried to stop other times before and felt all sorts of symptoms (irritability, deep depression, anxiety, insomnia, etc.)
so I knew how hard things would be.
but the weed was fucking my life too much and I needed to stop,
so on November 27th I made the decision never smoking again, even though I knew I would feel like dying the next week, it didn't matter anymore. if it happen to die or get into a deep depression than fuck it, thats what will happen.
Now I'm trying to learn again how to live a normal life being happy and motivated without any drugs. I was reading some journeys here of people that was going though harder times and I must say that was really inspirational to me and helped me a lot to get some perspective (the @Billy Batts life storie was one of them).
I had such strong symptoms last week that I even had fever, but I'm felling way better now and my depression is becoming weaker everyday. It seems that things are doing well now.
...
So that's how I'm starting this journey, with a little spark of hope and doing my best to make it a huge bonfire.
I told you guys that I will comeback smarter and stronger than before and I will do my best to keep my promise!
WHAT'S MY PLAN NOW?
After a lot of people advise me to dive in SEO waters instead of creating IG accounts,
that's what I will do!
I did some brainstorming to choose a niche that it's profitable and it's interesting to at the same time since I will write the content myself.
Now I found found something that fits my needs and today I bought a domain name and I'm creating the website myself since I have some expertise doing that.
After the website is fully setup, I will research some KGR keywords with really low search volume (70 - 200 seaches p/ month) and start writing my first article following the guidelines of @Nerva on this guide (here).
I will focus on create really helpful and long content before think about link builiding, I need to master the craft of writing because if my writing skills sucks people will not care about what I'm talking about even if my article is on page 1. So that will be my focus for now. I want to create at least 10-15 long ass articles before creating links.
WHY $500 PER MONTH?
Many of you might be thinking that this is not a lot of money but in the country I live you can have a confortable life with this money, (a normal monthly paycheck is like $250) so when I reach this goal I will be able to leave this hard life on marines corps and live a happy one. I plan to start backpacking again in different countries with some unknown people, the same way I was used to do before become a military man.
I also plan to leave this country for a year to study in USA. but this is a matter for the future, right? Now let's focus on the forward tasks
I will do my best to keep you guys updated about all that I'm doing so maybe I can help some people on the same path.
...
Again, wish me luck guys!
You may remember me from my last journey (here) where I tried to automate accounts on instagram to make money with CPA offers and instagram repeatedly fucked me by deleting my accounts or triggering phone verifications often to the point that I got crazy about it and I gave up after a long time trying. Remember that?
WHAT HAPPENED AFTER THAT
I basically didn't venture into anything new venture after that (a big mistake!) and just tried to solve basic problems of everyday life that I had set aside, such as getting my driver's license, buying a car, and other things like that.
Not having any marketing venture to put my mind made me focus on just smoking weed and think about life and people around me, which threw me on depression cause I didn't realize how poor and miserable my life was!
My friends have never really been my friends and never helped me at all, in fact they have always put me down and discouraged me from anything I tried while they tried nothing at all. You may have already known this type of people, right?
Then one Saturday night, while I was in a surveillance tower at my base, I had a lapse of reason and an avalanche of thoughts hit me like a punch in the face.

I realized how much I was wasting my time with loser friends and forgetting about my family.
I got into debt and put my family in a situation I shouldn't have, and I felt a lot of guilt about that.
All the guilt that I felt was too much information for my head and I was thrown into depression quickly.
I spent several months in this situation, totally sad and hopeless,
just living one day at a time feeling self pity and thinking how miserable my life was,
Also I had no friends to advise me or even just talk to me and help me stand up again,
which made me smoke a lot more weed and develop a huge addiction. which made me even more depressed than before.

This addiction / depression lasted for several months and after numerous failed attempts to quit smoking,
I decided on November 27 that I would never smoke again. no matter what would happen next.
I had tried to stop other times before and felt all sorts of symptoms (irritability, deep depression, anxiety, insomnia, etc.)
so I knew how hard things would be.
but the weed was fucking my life too much and I needed to stop,
so on November 27th I made the decision never smoking again, even though I knew I would feel like dying the next week, it didn't matter anymore. if it happen to die or get into a deep depression than fuck it, thats what will happen.
Now I'm trying to learn again how to live a normal life being happy and motivated without any drugs. I was reading some journeys here of people that was going though harder times and I must say that was really inspirational to me and helped me a lot to get some perspective (the @Billy Batts life storie was one of them).
I had such strong symptoms last week that I even had fever, but I'm felling way better now and my depression is becoming weaker everyday. It seems that things are doing well now.
...
So that's how I'm starting this journey, with a little spark of hope and doing my best to make it a huge bonfire.

I told you guys that I will comeback smarter and stronger than before and I will do my best to keep my promise!
WHAT'S MY PLAN NOW?
After a lot of people advise me to dive in SEO waters instead of creating IG accounts,
that's what I will do!
I did some brainstorming to choose a niche that it's profitable and it's interesting to at the same time since I will write the content myself.
Now I found found something that fits my needs and today I bought a domain name and I'm creating the website myself since I have some expertise doing that.
After the website is fully setup, I will research some KGR keywords with really low search volume (70 - 200 seaches p/ month) and start writing my first article following the guidelines of @Nerva on this guide (here).
I will focus on create really helpful and long content before think about link builiding, I need to master the craft of writing because if my writing skills sucks people will not care about what I'm talking about even if my article is on page 1. So that will be my focus for now. I want to create at least 10-15 long ass articles before creating links.
WHY $500 PER MONTH?
Many of you might be thinking that this is not a lot of money but in the country I live you can have a confortable life with this money, (a normal monthly paycheck is like $250) so when I reach this goal I will be able to leave this hard life on marines corps and live a happy one. I plan to start backpacking again in different countries with some unknown people, the same way I was used to do before become a military man.

I also plan to leave this country for a year to study in USA. but this is a matter for the future, right? Now let's focus on the forward tasks
I will do my best to keep you guys updated about all that I'm doing so maybe I can help some people on the same path.
...
Again, wish me luck guys!
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