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Tearing My Heart Out. PLEASE READ.

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by FreeTheTV, May 27, 2009.

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  1. FreeTheTV

    FreeTheTV BANNED BANNED

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    Hey, everyone. I've been here for almost three months now. I posted 350 posts in the first two weeks, and 300 in the second two weeks, before I realized that I wasn't helping anyone out. I saw that I was doing close to 16 posts per day, and, after reviewing post counts and such by others, realized that I was getting nowhere, just another Peter1988. I was being absolutely ridiculous.

    I didn't want to get banned, and I didn't want the reputation of a troll or a douche or a noob for life. So I slowed it down quite a bit. (Minus the lounge) I am proud to say that I have been averaging one to two posts per day for the past month, and I try to make sure that they are all helpful in some way, shape or form. Now I'm at 762, and the past 200 haven't been horrible, if I say so myself. I've even made a name for myself in the ewhoring section, although I am in no way the king of ewhoring. That and I've brought my post count well under 9 per day now.

    But I have realized recently that there is something else about me that needs changing. I've got an attitude problem sometimes. I repress it upon myself and unleash it on members of the forum who don't deserve it. And that's not what I want to be known as. I sincerely apologize for any feelings that I have hurt and any anger that might have been caused as a result of anything that I have posted, or any actions or attitudes that I may have projected, either.

    I'm not better than anyone, I know this. We are all equals in real life, and sometimes I just need to realize this. I just want to let everyone know that I will be trying my best to be a little less harsh and immature, and a little better of a role model and asset to the forum. I also will be a bit less trigger-happy with the reputation button. I hope that everyone accepts my apology. Always,
    Your Humble Servant, FreeTheTV
     
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  2. FreeTheTV

    FreeTheTV BANNED BANNED

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    I have enough hobbies, as well as a new fiancee, a family to help out, and a nice job. I'm leaving for Murphy, North Carolina tomorrow to do the Relay For Life with my mom Friday night through Saturday. I'm walking all night. I'm too busy to tack on another hobby, and I'm rather unemotional.
     
  3. crownandthedown

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    Everything I have ever read that you have posted has been helpful. No need to apologize. Although I haven't been here to long. Lol
     
  4. spite42o

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    i enjoy reading your posts when i find them... no crime done here... ;D
     
  5. pasdoy

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    Well, reading this I agree you posted too much. SInce I think e-whoring is satured, I have to clap for your sucess, since my is rpetty bad right now.
     
  6. beaglejuice

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    I'll buy you a drink so I can pick your brain and learn more. :)
     
  7. Thug Media

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    What is it that makes you think you have a attitude problem ?
     
  8. justthinking

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    Did I enter the confessional somehow? Earlier this week, I think Mark 'confessed' to all his past misdeeds. Now, FreeTheTV is confessing to his horrible attitude and superiority complex.

    I don't want to speak for everybody, but HEAR THIS: The vast majority of us don't give a fock. Really! Your neither that important. Get over yourselves.
     
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  9. phasce

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    i think you should post a video so we can see the real emotion.
     
  10. betster77

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    damn bro, must be on some good ganja.. or LSD... or XTC.. or Coke... or a good combo of all of em.. "your humble servant"?? you high? :D I always read good posts from you. keep em coming
     
  11. Vivica

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    If he is he should share with his BH bros...
     
  12. singingsleep

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    Hey I think its a good thing if he maybe just went off a few times and wants to make sure he is in peoples good graces. Some people take this forum a bit seriously when it comes to person to person related matters and that's great, we're kind of a family here, you know? And with that is gonna come some drama here and there hehe. OP, noticed a whole lot of your posts, and I found the majority of them to be very informative and never 'shit posts' or anything like that. If you can help folks, by all means, post when you want. If it wasn't okay I'm sure you'd be banned by now, amirite?
     
  13. miked1919

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    I appreciate the sincere apology. It takes a lot to do that. Don't worry your fine - just keep pumping out good stuff :)
     
  14. blackhat50

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    yea i agree, who is this kid? and NO I WILL STILL WATCH MY TV, i'm not freeing anyone
     
  15. 2006xr650l

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    NC here to Free... near Greensboro... I enjoyed your posts man, keep up the good work!
     
  16. theprofitpro

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    I agree. He has been a help to many and I havent seen anything bad.
     
  17. snarf2000

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    Gotta agree here. Try some Premarin and maybe get your nails done - you will feel like a new girl.

     
  18. kayzne

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    Are You Drunk?

    Apologize to those individuals who you have wronged, don't cry about you conscience here. People forget shit quick. Trust me.
     
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  19. MrE

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    You should have posted this to the Valwardon emotions thread. Everyone in there had a sandy vag.

    WASTELAND.
     
  20. The Joker

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    leave it to the mods to decide if you have an attitude problem, Id say go make money and stop worrying about what others think cauz a majority here don't give a fuuck
     
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