Well, I've been on this website for quite a while and I actually started doing some IM for about a month back in november and ended up making about $150 (which I still haven't gotten because it's stuck in CB) but I stopped because I was disgusted with my poor performance. Anyway, my therapist has suggested that I start trying to take risks to try and start overcoming all the abuse and neglect I suffered as a little kid and I figured that trying to do IM again would be a good choice to try and get a little self confidence and not be so terrified of taking risks. Not to mention it could end up bringing in some money. To be honest, I'm terrified of even trying and feel sick to my stomach because the only thoughts going through my head are me failing miserably but I figured maybe having a thread that I update will try and keep me doing things because I always quit everything because I "know" that I'm going to fail so I say what's the point. Anyway, I don't plan on doing anything blackhat because I'm terrified of getting banned or being confronted by a network so I'm going to keep this stuff totally whitehat and (hopefully) something that can provide a residual income stream. I've been reading almost everything on this website for months and months. I'm still not sure what I'm going to do to start, I was thinking about working on building a linkwheel but I might do something with ************** and things like topgear episodes/anime/ etc and getting traffic from youtube. Lucky for me I don't have problems with keyword research or any of the idea and research things, I just don't have any confidence to put them into action so once I start going and see success I'm hoping I'll lose some of my massive anxiety and maybe even be able to go outside and meet people and have a date! Wish me luck, I need it.