Hi all, I need to vent somewhere, even if no one responds, I will feel better that it's out of my mind. I don't know if it's just me, or if I'm going around the twist or if I seem to be missing something but a lot of people (not all) but a lot have come very self important & self obsessed.. I don't know if it's the whole facebook & twitter thing of what it seems to me as always "projecting a false image" is why this is causing people to act this way. Not all but a lot seem to judge me before they even know me & for some strange reason all seem to think their judgement is correct of me and that they know me.. which I find very strange indeed that someone can speak to you and think they know you. I am finding a lot of people keep trying to manipulate me or try to drag me down but would never admit this and the only way to explain this is like "barrel crabs"... for those who are wondering what I am meaning by "barrel crabs" or what I am lead to believe it means is say for example, when 1 crab looks like it's about to get out the barrel, all the over crabs will pile on top of each other quickly then pull that crab back down so it never gets out of the barrel. I spent a lot of time spending a lot of negative energy into thinking about this and why do people especially family and those around me act like this. I decided that I can think all I want as to "why" this is happening and why they act in such a way, as I'm not a greedy guy, I am not rich nut whatever I have I will share and always help those around me but feel like people are taking advantage of my friendly nature I also talk to people about this forum, call me sad but it means a lot to me, even though I lurk in shadows most of time but anyways my point is when I talk to people about the forum and the success stories, people look at me like I am talking out my backside but then when I have a chance to get something, they do their best to make it hard and be awkward for me.. just bizarre behavior. I don't know if what I wrote even makes sense to anyone else but is this a normal part of hopefully one day getting their... who knows.. maybes one day, ey. Thanks a lot for taking the time to read.