:d online marketing has been the greatest opportunity in my life ever. But sadly i've had to deal with pessimistic bastards all the time, most and foremost my own family members. My own mother look me in the eye and told me what i'm doing won't work, but wen my money came through she had the nerves to ask me to borrow a 100 bucks, i let her borrow it and after two payments from her job still has excuses from paying me. I'm with cxdigital media, copeac, azoogleads, qwikmedia, i've lost 3 laptops to get this far, from pessimistic bastards to things going wrong, from my own spending habits, to loosing all my 15+ domains because i had bought shit under my mom card and she lost her card and for security purposes i couldn't get shit back till it all expired and now they've all gone. This is my story and hopefully to inspire all who aspire to this to really never give up. I've seen so much shit try to stand in my way and hold me back...both directly and indirectly and from people who know me and people who don't, i've seen pretenders who claim to want partner up just to want steal my ideas (beeing a inventor minded individual my mind is always a creativity dark mirror reflection) but i finally moved things onward, i got hosting, got vpn service, got 24 wifi internet card, 24/cell phone back, and bought nice great domains again on my own name, opened a business account and a regular account and back on track again and will buy a brand new laptop in a month and wipe out my last resistance (my laptop). I've already defeated my self (self-distraction) and working on wiping out completely that of others (by moving to a new place alone b4 the end of the summer and have permanent privacy n peace of mind to continue what i love , making $$$$$ while all the pessimistic fools go and work, ill chill and sip lambrusco red wine in my boxer n have couple of screens haha) anyway this is meant to be an explanation of the many obstacles of the many annoying bs i went through during a 2 year face and my way of facing and dealing wit it. They wanted me to give up so long n be happy to hear that its fake and don't work, but to their petty narrow ant brain minds, i keep moving and checks keep coming. I've received couple of checks about (12+) and i'm convinced once and for all permanently to never look back, so am saving everything. Cut my spending habits, quit smoking cigarettes and (pot). Quit drinking randomly, have organized my life so much more. Ironically i notice and learn that the more one understand online and offline marketing and marketing in general, you understand how the flow of money happen daily and nightly on this planet, and the carrots of enticement given to make the sales. Makes you realize which carrots usually got to u b4 lol. I love marketing in general. I think to have love for what you do makes it so fucking fun.:d a hint to fellow marketers why market to the poor? When u can market to the wealthy? Thats my approach. I've my eyes on the luxury niche.... I hope u enjoyed my ranting n hopefuly is inspired by it. I'd like to hear anyone share their thoughts and ideas.