I don't know if this is normal but definitely I am so happy that finally they separated. father used to go along young girls a lot which is like 25X more than I do and mom finally has enough of it. they had a furious fight yesterday afternoon and mom kicked his ass out of her house. well, father wants to get a his "gun" blown and fired up all day long and now he's free to do so. I just hope he'll be fine and have a good life after this. what sucks is, I've been doing a lot of crazy IM stuff from ewhoring to tedious article writing just to feed them and this is how he repays us? by the way, he has been unemployed for more than seven years. whew.. tough ride for me, it doesn't make a difference without him anyway and besides, he has been caught cheating by my mom several times (how about the times when he's not caught?) what amuses me is.. he get phone numbers from the hot babe friends of my facebook and my brothers... fuck.. he also constantly listens to the radio for girls (and probably gays) asking for text mates. gosh... i can't believe old people could be influenced this way this our technology. whew.. feel so terrible today.. i'm burning my eyes on my screen and dream to be able to buy our own lot and house and live a happy family life. last november (2011), he was caught and forgiven... i thought it was over but it at least it has finally ended yesterday.. gosh enough of this sick drama!!! I guess I need to work at least 5 times harder than today to reach my dreams asap... (by the way, girls.. beware of Hugh Marston "Hef" Hefner his fb which i think he may have changed his name is Apolinario G. Mabini) OK boys and girls let's go back to work! just aired my sentiments and damn! that feels sooooooo good! leave the shits and fucks behind we will move on!