I'm going to vent... The 'time ago' was a while ago were I guess was the highest I ever got in online marketing. I was 18-19 and started selling about 200 to 250 shoes a day using Google Checkout. (this is when Google Checkout first came out so they had no clue about replicas). It was good times but also a lot of fake friends came along with it. In the end everything crashed around Chinese new year when one of my so called "partners" got lazy with the order list and we had to refund almost $60,000 to avoid having angry customers... boy I was wrong. Account gets closed I get a letter of lawyers of the brands trying to sue me I closed the site Deleted Everything I made it out safe.... I know some guys in the field who lost millions from just turning in their information to the companies but I just went Ghost. After that I went into depression for three years. I went from working since I was 12 on the net to crashing so fast it happened over night. My drive, my motivation, my hunger for being successful all died. I lost good friends and almost lost the love of my life. I started to do things that im not proud of and thought if death was a better way. but a few months ago I some how snapped out of it and saw how much of a BITCH I was. I been working hard since then but it has been hard with old habits coming to me at times. Today is one of those days I got overwhelmed and I just stopped to think and take a breath. If there's anyone out there who at one point felt like this I just wanted to say you will reach the top again and you will be fine. Today I run a few sites that make me a good amount of money and I have rebuilt my empire slowly. the end.