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Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by pewep, May 9, 2016.

  1. pewep

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    I understand and see clearly now what I didn't before - the heart chakra has just as much power or more than the lower dan tian. Typically, advanced martial artists training in taoist yoga store all of their energy in the lower dan tian (a chakra located approcimately 3 finger widths below the belly button) and can expel the energy at will. Buddhists store their energy in the heart chakra. In my hunger for power, I was of course concentrating my efforts on the LDT. I was wrong to ignore my heart.

    I have been feeling intense, intense energy in anahata and to be honest it terrified me. I felt so much fear because of the anticipation of pain that I could only meditate for 50 minute sessions at a time. The energy and ferocity in it muted every other chakra in my body - and keep in mind I feel surging electricity coming from my LDT almost 24/7. I had no choice but to look further into it and when I gradually fell into the center - the core - of the heart, it was empty. Nothingness, a hole. Around it were 100 different sensations but inside it was nothing. I'm not sure how to put into words how strange it is that so much can arise from what is essentially empty space.

    When I think about the heart, I intellectually understand it as a place where love for self and others arises. What is love, exactly? Could it be seeing one's self and all of creation as the manifestations of pure emptiness? Could recognizing this shared origin be the key to understanding life itself? I know nothing and still have many years of training ahead of me.
     
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    Ste Fishkin Jr. VIP Jr. VIP Premium Member

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    If my heart is doing this, am I a higher level wizard than you?

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    I see that every time you are 'scared' because of these 'powers.' Why are you still practicing that shit if you can't handle it? My advice? Move your spirit and your body to a Buddhist mountain, delete BHW profile and after you did all that, catch a fly with only two fingers and marry her. Good luck buddy.
     
  4. pewep

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    mate i'm too tired to talk smack right now. fees like i've been plugged into a wall for hrs and it's physically, mentally and emotionally exhausting. maybe later..
     
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    Heart contracted then I felt drops going down my neck.

    Guys, those drops are not a joke. The intensity of the bliss was so severe I felt like I would go completely insane if it lasted for any longer than a second. I have never even dreamed of such a thing in my life.
     
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    Sounds like my last orgasm.
     
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    I feel jealous now :(
     
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    Pewep, what are your thoughts on mindfulness and how it relates to emotion and productivity?
     
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    Well as far as productivity, I don't think there's any doubt whatsoever that mindfulness can help in all areas of business. If you're just meditating to improve functions, stamina, etc... I don't think it's very necessary to do more than 10-30 minutes a day (depending on your motivation).

    I think something important to note is that meditation doesn't chill you out directly. What it does is give you an outside perspective rather than the normal one people usually have. So when you're angry - you're not feeling the anger as "you" rather you're stepping back and observing how your body/mind is angry and you're aware of that anger. I can't stress how valuable this is. That's why people appear to be so chilled out - it's because of the breathing room that develops. BUT that only happens if you practice :) I hope that makes sense.
     
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    I like what you say, but I think this is the wrong forum for that lol.
     
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    If Pewep posts in such forum, such forum becomes the right forum for peweps posts.
     
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    Pewep, mate.

    Did you know, that the word "pewep" receives 50 monthly searches in Google.
    Not too encouraging, right? However, look at these LSI keywords:

    third eye glasses - 210 searches/m
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    These 690 lost souls need you badly.
    I would buy pewep.guru and pewep.yoga immediately. Setup pewep.wtf as my about page, and guide them to the light.
     
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    Once he is on the Mountain he could jump off and fly being held aloft by his free spirit
     
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    I don't think I have anything to offer apart from the very fundamentals of meditation and awareness. I'm still a newbie. This stuff literally takes people a lifetime and XX,XXX hours to come close to mastery and I'd say I have probably around 4000-6000 hrs done.