This is part of the reason I kind of hate being a sensitive/psychic - I get tangled up with people emotionally so that when they feel pain, I feel PHYSICAL pain as well. It only happens to people near me. So on Sunday, I was minding my own business when I felt a great sense of fear overcome me. It was quite sudden. Felt bugs crawling all over my face, etc... now I didn't really link it to anything, just was generally feeling disturbed and I took down my inverted pentagram because I thought it was acting up and assaulting me. The thing I noticed about me is when something bad happens, I see/feel a lot of insects - they are my interpretation of evil - so I basically killed a ton of bugs in my room, despite the fact that I had done a lot of cleaning earlier. They were coming out of the woodwork for no reason at all - extremely aggrevating. I suffered through that, wondering why on earth I was being tortured for no good reason then in the morning, drenched in sweat and looking like a starved corpse, I saw my housie. He'd just been arrested on a DUI and had walked 10 miles home. Oh my God, my friend was already facing 8 years in jail on probation so he has a court date on the 9th for a probation violation (he is not supposed to drink any alcohol at all). When I get linked to people, I feel tremendous pain at the same time they do and I absolutely hate it - it actually happened again to another person. Anyway I've just been comforting him, been buying him a lot of beer, etc... I gave him my # so that when he gets locked up (likely for 2-3 years) he can call me at any time and I'll be there for him. I'll also write. One of the thing I fucking hated the most was the fact that the entire planet ignored your existence while you are behind bars so I'll make sure to be active in his life. Honestly, I kind of wonder like it was in his karma because drinking and driving is a big no - no to me especially on probation. But I'm not really one to judge. I think he needs some time off to get his shit together. ____ But I am going to help him. There is a spirit - Belial - who is extremely proficient at dealing with legal matters. He's gotten people off serious charges before, plenty of times (ask me for testimonials). He can get him pretty much out but I want to make it clear to this spirit that I'd like him to learn from his lesson first. It's not okay to be drinking and driving. Anyway, just ranting and raving. Sorry about that my loves. Here's something interesting - I remember being in my room in charlottesville doing a stasis field and I was frustrated about the lack of movement. I felt my psionic powers reach into the house walls into the wires. Guys, I fucking saw the lights in the entire house turn off and the fan slow down. God damn.... that makes me think that psi follows the path of least resistance. Perhaps stopping the electricity was easier than making the object I was concentrating fall down. Who knows? I don't, I'm still experimenting.