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[My Exprerience] Beware of the intensity that comes with releasing psychic blockages

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  1. pewep

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    When you begin to see the world, the construct known as "reality" for what it is, there is a certain kind of intensity that creeps up on you. It's hard to put your finger on it... it's a kind of intimacy, a certain kind of fear. It is pain. The pain I feel is very real. When doing intense pranayama, I released some of the negative blockages in my lower chakras and they produced a lot of heat. I am a layman so I went about my day pretty much oblivious and content.

    I had a big problem that has been causing me stress. Now, a funny thing started happening to me. This... problem which was basically me avoiding a certain group of people kept coming up. I couldn't avoid them at all, everywhere I went - they were there, kind of oblivious to be but still acting as obstacles. It's as if I couldn't breathe or get any mental respite. It's like the whole universe was telling me "get over yourself and deal with your bullshit". So I was faced with the problem and honestly it went a lot better than I thought it would. The anxiety I felt lifted significantly and I felt like my fears really were self created. That doesn't stop the pain I feel through from the shit I made up in my mind. It just makes me think that perhaps facing reality is better than hiding and cowering and pretending my fears will go away.

    That is the true power of meditation - it literally shifts your world to purify you, to make you stronger. Perhaps this is a phase we all have to go through, and I am aware that before I become enlightened, I will have to go through an incredibly painful period of darkness. But this is the price we have to pay to see nature for what it is.
     
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    I feel your pain Pewep, I have had a grade two Chakra stuck up my arse for several weeks. I am thinking of flexing some big time Yoga moves out to try and shift irritable blockage from my filth regions. Any advice?

    Please Pewep, I know you are the only soul on Earth that can help me with my problem.
     
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    when you say intense pranayama, what do you mean? what type and how long you do each day?
     
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    Are you sure that wasn't gas?

    In all seriousness, most of our fears are unfounded. We get so caught up in "what if" sometimes that we create our own demons. There's a lot to be scared of irl, but some of it is exaggerated.

    Sometimes our paranoia is well founded, and sometimes it's not. We feel silly when we find out it isn't, but that doesn't mean we shouldn't be reasonably cautious about some things.

    And I didn't need to meditate to figure that out. That's straight up life experience right there.
     
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    I was doing Sodarshan Chakra Kriya, which is the highest kriya and it dissolves blockages around your central channel. It brings real sensations of heat and ice along your spine and can be very uncomfortable. I was doing the highest level for 31 minutes X 2 per day but I don't recommend that unless you already have an energy work background.
     
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    Well then you are a wiser woman than me because I had to experience it firsthand to appreciate that.
     
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    Oh you. Must I lock up your tongue with the rest of the silver? :eek:

    I had to experience it too. I've led a pretty...eventful life. Not as eventful as some but I know enough about negative thinking and paranoia to be a voice of wisdom about it. And even though I know that, that doesn't stop me from making things more complicated than they actually are, especially when I am trying something new.

    It's just human nature.
     
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    great. thanks for the info. do you practice your 3rd eye?
     
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    ey b0ss can u show me how to open the fridge from distance ? pls b0ss telekinesis b0ss
     
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    Every day, not as much as my lower dan tien though :).
    Hahah, I like the way you have with words. You might be some kind of poet.
     
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    I laughed at this for like five minutes. I need to get off this forum before I choke to death.
     
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    Why do you terrorize us weekly with these threads?

    http://bfy.tw/2cDb
     
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    Err, the phrasing was wrong - yes I have a twig and berries - my bad :).

    Mate I post on average once every 2 weeks and I don't talk about banned topics. I'm just sharing what I've learned in life, and sometimes I need an outside opinion. Believe it or not I really value what people here say and I use it to improve myself. I wish you well mate.
     
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    By an "outside opinion", are you referring to an opinion from a non-magick practitioner or an opinion from just another person who may or may not be a magick practitioner?
     
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    Specifically a non-magick practitioner. I feel like the resistance, the pushing - it adds a kind of strength to my ideas that I can't really have when talking to people who are like me.