I have been a big part of my sons life for the past three years ever since he was born. And over a year for my daughter since she was born. But I lost my job and can't pay child support right now and can't afford a lawyer. A couple weeks ago she let my son call me on the phone we talked for a minute (he's 3 years old) and suddenly he started crying and asking if i was coming over to see him cause he missed me a lot. She felt sorry for him and let me go see him. But now I ask to talk to my son and she says she doesn't want to deal with him crying. And she won't let me see my kids now. What can I do if I can't afford a lawyer ?