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Money, success....drugs?

Discussion in 'BlackHat Lounge' started by BLACKHAT1984, Nov 11, 2011.

  1. BLACKHAT1984

    BLACKHAT1984 Regular Member

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    Just being a bit drunk the night guys I'm curious. Obviously if nobody wants to admit it, that's sensible. For those that don't mind, how many here have made a lot of cash on the net but their drug habits have destroyed any income they've made?

    I've been a cocaine addict for 12 years and the more cash I make, the more I spend on it. That will probably be the way it is till I die. I don't drink heavily or touch cigarettes etc but I'm still seen as a bad guy. It's a sin yes etc so no preachy responses but it's easy to tell someone to give it up if you've never been there.

    I love this drug so much I would marry it lol. Yes it will kill me eventually but I don't feel anything any more and it's the only thing that makes me feel anything now. If you can associate with me, I'd actually appreciate u having a spraff to me on messenger cuz I think I need someone who knows what its like.

    That is all.
    Thanks guys
     
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  2. marusia

    marusia Senior Member

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    On a real note, gambling was my addiction. It destroyed my life. I got to the point where I was spending 18k at a time. It was fucking insane. I'm so glad I got over that shit.

    I tried coke once. I loved it so much, I never did it again.
     
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  3. BLACKHAT1984

    BLACKHAT1984 Regular Member

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    Yeah addiction is bad. I don't honestly think u can make good money in a blackhat forum if you're not of an addictive personality. Sometimes I wish I could just go back to having a drink and enjoying my nite with that but its just not possible anymore.
     
  4. Essence19

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    To Each man his own - I had an addiction to Escorts for like years - I use to get drunk and then just buy like 4 or 5 different girls a night - Spent alot on girls,sex,cars ,going out,drinking. but I just recently came to my senses. It got out of control. I was pissing away my life and I soon realised that it wasnt real, because its not love,it was just my ego.
     
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    Never cared much for the real hard stuff. Tried everything.

    Eat some really good acid. It makes some turn from their habits through massive ego death and life realizations. But, not for everyone.

    I enjoy it.
     
  6. moeatwa

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    I've never really tried any of that... Think about it... As internet marketers, our brains are our most valuable assets... Why throw that away? I mean they're the most important thing we have right?
     
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  7. d3x73r

    d3x73r Newbie

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    I smoke weed all day and night but cocain is much stronger. try to use weed or diazepam to come down from that fu****ng cocain. it destroy your mind men... trust me you can stop it .... be strong and hold on.. its never to late
     
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    My only addiction is cigarettes - about a pack a day. I used to be a social drinker a few years back but now I really can't stand alcohol anymore.
     
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    I was banging 7 gram rocks, that's how I roll.
     
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  10. Madruga

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    Blow.
     
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  11. IamNRE

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    Before and After effect!


    On a serious note, if you really want to quit you can, just will power nothing else. I used to be 1 with weed(hash), and I did try to quit a few times here and there, but I guess I still wanted to do it, but 1 day come and I just said fock it. I went away from my normal environment where I could get access to the stuff easily and moved to place I could not get it. And 2 years later, had not touch the stuff and had moved on with my life. And thats when I found my passion for business and I been building my empire ever since.



    Any ways, moral of my story is, if you really want to quit you can. But I dont think you want to. So enjoy it until you die. Its your life bro.
     
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  12. Black.Star

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    No cigarretes, no drugs, some drinks...
    I am fine I would say. =)
     
  13. DigiWebUk

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    My only addicition is seeing my bank accounht overflow with cold hard cash ripped from under googles noses!
     
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  14. Jaykub

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    my only addictions are success...mostly in the world of marketing...

    OP, it is difficult to stay away from the drug especially when you have been doing it for like TWELVE (!) years...

    but haven't u ever considered going to a therapy or something - life is muhc better without that stuff... :p

    oh and i personally don't drink, don't smoke, don't do drugs either! i'm probably one of the cleanest dudes in my environment haha but i like to be in control of myself and have a sense of clarity in my mind :)
     
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  15. Anton91

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    I got addicted to selling that shit.

    Used to make a few £k's a week. Stacked it up - Blasted it when I went to Uni, best 2 years of my life. Now I'm out the game and straight legit. Worth the fun times though! I also sold a shit lot of methedrone/mcat shit.
     
  16. scraper1

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    Good movie, seen it like 2-3 times. Also, Fear and Lothing in Las Vegas is awesome, having as base line the following quote: "he who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man" by Dr. Samuel Johnson. One of my favorite quotes ever. It has many interpretations but the real meaning of it is about suppressing emotions and consciousness.
     
  17. winordietrying

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    Athleted123's addiction is buying expensive cars. :D
     
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  18. beest123

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    Try to moderate your use.

    Cocaine is not that harmful in moderation.
     
  19. winordietrying

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    Off-topic question. How did you manage to thank people 4,294,967,295 times on BHW?
     
  20. wowhaxor

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    I'm mostly just addicted to spending money. Yes, I have a drug problem but I got clean (not so much as a sip of beer) for 8 months and I still had issues. I like to spend money and I can't budget, my hobby is spending cash :(