jessie32123
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- Sep 27, 2016
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Long story short, i'm 22 and in massive debt, (not compared to some people i have seen with a gambling problem.. from other forums)
I thought 4500 was a lot of debt until I met some of them.. anyways.
I gamble everything away, I can't stop and i don't know why, i have tried everything, recenetly closed down every single account i have on every single website, so gambling is legit impossible, but it doesn't help that i'm depressed and bored and always end back there, i work some crappy part time minimum wage job, make around 300-400 a week, the thought alone of it taking over 10 weeks to pay back makes me want to try to win it back gambling even more.
Constant thought of being a failure, people in my year are already graduated from college making good money and my mental problems and such keep keeping me from doing anything
This all being said, I don't care if you only make 10 dollars a month, i just want a legit way to make money, i don't care how long it takes, it's more so of something i can do on my days off to keep busy, so my mind stays off gambling, if any of this makes sense.
It just sucks because i'l make so little from work, yet i was able to blow 500$$ each bet easily when i was gambling. Yesterday was hopefully my last day tyhough.
Or even better options to put my money, i'm not tempted in gambling if i invest it into things that have a slight chance of growing, thing's like that, although i know i should get out of this overdraft debt first.
I thought 4500 was a lot of debt until I met some of them.. anyways.
I gamble everything away, I can't stop and i don't know why, i have tried everything, recenetly closed down every single account i have on every single website, so gambling is legit impossible, but it doesn't help that i'm depressed and bored and always end back there, i work some crappy part time minimum wage job, make around 300-400 a week, the thought alone of it taking over 10 weeks to pay back makes me want to try to win it back gambling even more.
Constant thought of being a failure, people in my year are already graduated from college making good money and my mental problems and such keep keeping me from doing anything
This all being said, I don't care if you only make 10 dollars a month, i just want a legit way to make money, i don't care how long it takes, it's more so of something i can do on my days off to keep busy, so my mind stays off gambling, if any of this makes sense.
It just sucks because i'l make so little from work, yet i was able to blow 500$$ each bet easily when i was gambling. Yesterday was hopefully my last day tyhough.
Or even better options to put my money, i'm not tempted in gambling if i invest it into things that have a slight chance of growing, thing's like that, although i know i should get out of this overdraft debt first.