I'm not sure where to start. Just been in the dumps lately and I'm just really starting to get emotional. Depressed, angry, and furious all at the same time. I started IM about a year n a half ago. Didn't know what I was doing. Didn't even know about BHW or anything. I googled for months on how to make money online. Could never find anything. Everything I ever found were nothing but scams. I was staying at my aunt's house at the time living off food stamps at 26 years old in the US. I've been through a lot in my time and just became depressed so that is how I ended up like that.. no friends.. job after job.. people dieing.. bad break ups.. just everything you could think of. I used to be a people person but after everything that has happened I'm the complete opposite now. So getting a ''real'' 9 to 5 job is out of the question. I feel like work is a waste of time and is slavery. There's a whole world out there and I don't want to spend the time I have on it working and being miserable. But I do know that money could change all of that.. and I know money doesn't make people happy but it sure does help. It can solve just about any problem and take stress and worries away. I googled and googled for months and couldn't find anything except adsense. Well I didn't know anything about it but I tried it for a few days and got banned. I was new and no idea what I was doing so yea. Then finally I came across a cam site that was paying for free signups. I immediately tried it. Again, not knowing anything at all or what I was doing and not knowing if I could be banned or anything either. Miraculously, I never got banned. I guess the way I was generating traffic was legit and it worked. I made a little over $5,000 in my first few months and was feeling good about myself. Then all the sudden they did away with their affiliate program. Then I found BHW and was browsing around and found another cam site affiliate. They even paid more. I tried them out, and made about the same. Between $2,000 to $3,000 per month and have been with them for over a year now. I guess the past 6 months though it's been slowing down a bunch. The places I use to generate traffic have been cracking down.. and the pervs have been getting smarter. Last month my traffic sucked, but I still made a lil over a thousand bucks. But the company I've been with said nothing was converting.. so they basically told me they don't want me anymore and they will pay me my last couple of checks and then that is the end of that. All in all. I made about $35,000 maybe 40 in a about a year and a half. That's not bad but it's not that great either. I guess it's about what almost the average person makes here? Plus taxes aren't taken out either so.. But still, it was nice being able to work on MY terms and have freedom. I got out of debt, got my license back, got a decent ride (nothing fancy tho) Just a 2 door blue Chevy Blazer. Now I've got bills to pay.. insurance.. rent.. cell phone bill.. etc. Tho I can cover my bills with only $400 a month. But like I said, now I'm not making a dime and is why I am ranting. It all just went downhill these past few months. I've tried YT, PPD, CPA, ClickBank, and FaceBook. Never made a penny with any of those things. And that other cam site that I first started out with finally came back out with their affiliate program.. but now I still can't get traffic to it like I use to. I was able to get 500+ hits per day using E Whoring methods and at least 30 to 50 signups per day. But now, I am lucky to get 20 hits per day using my methods that have worked non stop for over a year. I just find it odd how all the sudden traffic just stops and no one is clicking my links anymore. Anyways, this was just a big rant. Sorry for the lengthy post.