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✅✅Journey to beat addiction&depression and getting healthier+finish more projects✅✅(weekly updated)

Discussion in 'My Journey Discussions' started by Billy Batts, Nov 24, 2019.

  1. rajlorfel

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    I commend you for still connecting with your mother (although it was painful). We would not understand the meaning of happiness without the experience of sadness.

    Mental health issues are tough to overcome but I also believe that only a hurt soul can master the essence of a healed heart.

    I wish you well on your journey.
     
  2. Billy Batts

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    Weekly update

    My mother passed away last night so not feeling like a detailed update today.

    Will be back
     
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    Goddamn Billy my condolence. Stay strong bro.
     
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  4. Billy Batts

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    Thanks, been a long time I really felt broken.
     
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    You're a fighter.
    Keep grinding.
    Life will get better, just hang on.
    You got this!
     
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    sorry to hear. My condolence.
    Stay strong.
     
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    I don't even know what to say, bro...

    My deepest condolences to you.
     
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    That's why alcohol was prohibited to me or US
    for a reason
    Good luck in your journey and let me wake you up every morning
     
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  9. Stuffedegg

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    shit man, condolences from me too. stay strong bro, you still got this. even when your most dearest are not here, you need to remember yourself!
     
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  10. Billy Batts

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    Thank you all and everyone else that send their regards in others spots on BHW.

    Buried my mom yesterday, been a real slap into my face. Not I realize there is no1 left and the feeling sucks!

    Have to start over again with the whole sober thing as I drank last night but don't worry not planning to fall back in the weekly routine of drinking.

    So yeah, WEEKLY UPDATE
    Days sober: 1
    Days worked out this week: zero, had a shit week due the passing of my mom
    Working on Projects: 2 and still finishing up on the 1 but I didn't get anything done this week.
     
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    You can do it my friend
     
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  12. Gfrankoni

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    Be strong man..lot of your posts give motivation for me..and i supose not for me only..Im 40 years old now..be drunk for 25 yars or something..stop counting myself. 5 years ago or like, i will lost my father,uncle, lost jobs, houses..lost everything...until wake up beside rubish container. But thats not true! i still have myself,my mind and wishes, many of them. First month, second, and so on, until 6-7 month stay sober wont be easy. There is NO such thing like "depression", its a crap,nothing..only word.Trust me, i know.everything is more simple and easy than you think is are. for beginning take AA meetings...that will help you stay sober for half a year at least, then you will see the changes.After that, think! Think diferent on every way,every moment, diferent about people, change your mind in mental sober way. The secret is simple...You need to understand how the world works, who are people, what around you is true and what is lie.This is the main thing.Forget about spirituality,religions, magic and some crap stuff.Concentrat on mind and on that how it works, who are you.We are people, but a lot of us dont know a lot of things..simply things. Change your mind, write diary, analize your errors and possibilities,your thinking..its not easy, but you will see is worth it. After some time, you will laugh on your problem. As laughing me now on my past. If you need personal advice,let me know. I dont need nothing for that..im helping people for free to fight life,addict.I like it.Never give up, and stay progress..everything on progress.Forget about past.Past dont exist.Be strong friend
     
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    So sad story, but i think u ll get better and finish ur main goal. After that ur life will be a lot more quality than before.
     
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    Sorry for your loss man...

    And you're not alone, the entire BHW community is here with you! also feel free to pm me if u need someone to talk to i'll give you my number you can call me too.

    Be strong bro! lmk if u need anything
     
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  15. Billy Batts

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    First I want to wish everyone a happy new year.

    Secondly I want to thank everyone that showed their supported in my threads, PM's and profile posts. I haven't gotten back through everyone but know I very much appreciated it.

    Thirdly, about the update. Not feeling about going into to much details as I fucked up the past week, next saturday I will pick up things as usual.

    peace
     
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    Bro when i was in a very dark time in my life all i did was drown myself in work and projects . it took my head off of everything, try to do the same.
    Best,
    Z
     
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    Last year was really rough for you. We disagree many times in the past but I always have respect for you because of your extremely difficult life experiences. I really don't know how you survive. And I wrote to you before that depression is a horrible disease, HORRIBLE!

    Stay strong @Billy Batts, I hope you will feel better soon, this year will be your year, and you will even meet your Veronica Radke one day ;););)
     
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  18. Billy Batts

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    Well, that solution didn't work for me the past 2 weeks but will do so from now on. I totally lost it the past weeks but yeah, back at it :D

    She is so pretty!
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  19. jeffro89

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    FUCK @Billy Batts
    Deeply sorry for your loss mate. Its not one day at time, one hour a time. Just get through each hour mate.
     
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  20. Billy Batts

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    Thanks man, yeah 2019 and the beginning of 2020 have been rough. Good thing I'm used to dealing with tough times :D
     
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